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- Chapter X
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- Patty's Place
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- The next evening found them treading resolutely the herring-bone
- walk through the tiny garden. The April wind was filling the
- pine trees with its roundelay, and the grove was alive with robins
- -- great, plump, saucy fellows, strutting along the paths.
- The girls rang rather timidly, and were admitted by a grim and
- ancient handmaiden. The door opened directly into a large
- living-room, where by a cheery little fire sat two other ladies,
- both of whom were also grim and ancient. Except that one looked
- to be about seventy and the other fifty, there seemed little
- difference between them. Each had amazingly big, light-blue eyes
- behind steel-rimmed spectacles; each wore a cap and a gray shawl;
- each was knitting without haste and without rest; each rocked
- placidly and looked at the girls without speaking; and just
- behind each sat a large white china dog, with round green spots
- all over it, a green nose and green ears. Those dogs captured
- Anne's fancy on the spot; they seemed like the twin guardian
- deities of Patty's Place.
-
- For a few minutes nobody spoke. The girls were too nervous to
- find words, and neither the ancient ladies nor the china dogs
- seemed conversationally inclined. Anne glanced about the room.
- What a dear place it was! Another door opened out of it directly
- into the pine grove and the robins came boldly up on the very step.
- The floor was spotted with round, braided mats, such as Marilla
- made at Green Gables, but which were considered out of date
- everywhere else, even in Avonlea. And yet here they were on
- Spofford Avenue! A big, polished grandfather's clock ticked
- loudly and solemnly in a corner. There were delightful little
- cupboards over the mantelpiece, behind whose glass doors gleamed
- quaint bits of china. The walls were hung with old prints and
- silhouettes. In one corner the stairs went up, and at the first
- low turn was a long window with an inviting seat. It was all
- just as Anne had known it must be.
-
- By this time the silence had grown too dreadful, and Priscilla
- nudged Anne to intimate that she must speak.
-
- "We -- we -- saw by your sign that this house is to let," said Anne
- faintly, addressing the older lady, who was evidently Miss Patty Spofford.
-
- "Oh, yes," said Miss Patty. "I intended to take that sign down today."
-
- "Then -- then we are too late," said Anne sorrowfully. "You've let it
- to some one else?"
-
- "No, but we have decided not to let it at all."
-
- "Oh, I'm so sorry," exclaimed Anne impulsively. "I love this place so.
- I did hope we could have got it."
-
- Then did Miss Patty lay down her knitting, take off her specs,
- rub them, put them on again, and for the first time look at Anne
- as at a human being. The other lady followed her example so
- perfectly that she might as well have been a reflection in a mirror.
-
- "You LOVE it," said Miss Patty with emphasis. "Does that mean
- that you really LOVE it? Or that you merely like the looks of it?
- The girls nowadays indulge in such exaggerated statements that one
- never can tell what they DO mean. It wasn't so in my young days.
- THEN a girl did not say she LOVED turnips, in just the same tone
- as she might have said she loved her mother or her Savior."
-
- Anne's conscience bore her up.
-
- "I really do love it," she said gently. "I've loved it ever since
- I saw it last fall. My two college chums and I want to keep house
- next year instead of boarding, so we are looking for a little place
- to rent; and when I saw that this house was to let I was so happy."
-
- "If you love it, you can have it," said Miss Patty. "Maria and I
- decided today that we would not let it after all, because we did
- not like any of the people who have wanted it. We don't HAVE to
- let it. We can afford to go to Europe even if we don't let it.
- It would help us out, but not for gold will I let my home pass
- into the possession of such people as have come here and looked
- at it. YOU are different. I believe you do love it and will be
- good to it. You can have it."
-
- "If -- if we can afford to pay what you ask for it," hesitated Anne.
-
- Miss Patty named the amount required. Anne and Priscilla looked
- at each other. Priscilla shook her head.
-
- "I'm afraid we can't afford quite so much," said Anne, choking
- back her disappointment. "You see, we are only college girls
- and we are poor."
-
- "What were you thinking you could afford?" demanded Miss Patty,
- ceasing not to knit.
-
- Anne named her amount. Miss Patty nodded gravely.
-
- "That will do. As I told you, it is not strictly necessary that
- we should let it at all. We are not rich, but we have enough to
- go to Europe on. I have never been in Europe in my life, and never
- expected or wanted to go. But my niece there, Maria Spofford, has
- taken a fancy to go. Now, you know a young person like Maria can't
- go globetrotting alone."
-
- "No -- I -- I suppose not," murmured Anne, seeing that Miss Patty
- was quite solemnly in earnest.
-
- "Of course not. So I have to go along to look after her. I expect to
- enjoy it, too; I'm seventy years old, but I'm not tired of living yet.
- I daresay I'd have gone to Europe before if the idea had occurred to me.
- We shall be away for two years, perhaps three. We sail in June and we
- shall send you the key, and leave all in order for you to take
- possession when you choose. We shall pack away a few things we
- prize especially, but all the rest will be left."
-
- "Will you leave the china dogs?" asked Anne timidly.
-
- "Would you like me to?"
-
- "Oh, indeed, yes. They are delightful."
-
- A pleased expression came into Miss Patty's face.
-
- "I think a great deal of those dogs," she said proudly. "They are
- over a hundred years old, and they have sat on either side of this
- fireplace ever since my brother Aaron brought them from London
- fifty years ago. Spofford Avenue was called after my brother Aaron."
-
- "A fine man he was," said Miss Maria, speaking for the first time.
- "Ah, you don't see the like of him nowadays."
-
- "He was a good uncle to you, Maria," said Miss Patty, with evident emotion.
- "You do well to remember him."
-
- "I shall always remember him," said Miss Maria solemnly. "I can see him,
- this minute, standing there before that fire, with his hands under his
- coat-tails, beaming on us."
-
- Miss Maria took out her handkerchief and wiped her eyes; but Miss Patty
- came resolutely back from the regions of sentiment to those of business.
-
- "I shall leave the dogs where they are, if you will promise to be
- very careful of them," she said. "Their names are Gog and Magog.
- Gog looks to the right and Magog to the left. And there's just
- one thing more. You don't object, I hope, to this house being
- called Patty's Place?"
-
- "No, indeed. We think that is one of the nicest things about it."
-
- "You have sense, I see," said Miss Patty in a tone of great satisfaction.
- "Would you believe it? All the people who came here to rent the house
- wanted to know if they couldn't take the name off the gate during their
- occupation of it. I told them roundly that the name went with the house.
- This has been Patty's Place ever since my brother Aaron left it to me in
- his will, and Patty's Place it shall remain until I die and Maria dies.
- After that happens the next possessor can call it any fool name he likes,"
- concluded Miss Patty, much as she might have said, "After that -- the deluge."
- "And now, wouldn't you like to go over the house and see it all before we
- consider the bargain made?"
-
- Further exploration still further delighted the girls. Besides the
- big living-room, there was a kitchen and a small bedroom downstairs.
- Upstairs were three rooms, one large and two small. Anne took an
- especial fancy to one of the small ones, looking out into the big pines,
- and hoped it would be hers. It was papered in pale blue and had a
- little, old-timey toilet table with sconces for candles. There was
- a diamond-paned window with a seat under the blue muslin frills that
- would be a satisfying spot for studying or dreaming.
-
- "It's all so delicious that I know we are going to wake up and find
- it a fleeting vision of the night," said Priscilla as they went away.
-
- "Miss Patty and Miss Maria are hardly such stuff as dreams are
- made of," laughed Anne. "Can you fancy them `globe-trotting' --
- especially in those shawls and caps?"
-
- "I suppose they'll take them off when they really begin to trot,"
- said Priscilla, "but I know they'll take their knitting with
- them everywhere. They simply couldn't be parted from it.
- They will walk about Westminster Abbey and knit, I feel sure.
- Meanwhile, Anne, we shall be living in Patty's Place -- and on
- Spofford Avenue. I feel like a millionairess even now."
-
- "I feel like one of the morning stars that sang for joy," said Anne.
-
- Phil Gordon crept into Thirty-eight, St. John's, that night and
- flung herself on Anne's bed.
-
- "Girls, dear, I'm tired to death. I feel like the man without a country --
- or was it without a shadow? I forget which. Anyway, I've been packing up."
-
- "And I suppose you are worn out because you couldn't decide which
- things to pack first, or where to put them," laughed Priscilla.
-
- "E-zackly. And when I had got everything jammed in somehow, and
- my landlady and her maid had both sat on it while I locked it, I
- discovered I had packed a whole lot of things I wanted for
- Convocation at the very bottom. I had to unlock the old thing
- and poke and dive into it for an hour before I fished out what I
- wanted. I would get hold of something that felt like what I was
- looking for, and I'd yank it up, and it would be something else.
- No, Anne, I did NOT swear."
-
- "I didn't say you did."
-
- "Well, you looked it. But I admit my thoughts verged on the profane.
- And I have such a cold in the head -- I can do nothing but sniffle,
- sigh and sneeze. Isn't that alliterative agony for you? Queen Anne,
- do say something to cheer me up."
-
- "Remember that next Thursday night, you'll be back in the land of
- Alec and Alonzo," suggested Anne.
-
- Phil shook her head dolefully.
-
- "More alliteration. No, I don't want Alec and Alonzo when I have
- a cold in the head. But what has happened you two? Now that I look
- at you closely you seem all lighted up with an internal iridescence.
- Why, you're actually SHINING! What's up?"
-
- "We are going to live in Patty's Place next winter," said Anne triumphantly.
- "Live, mark you, not board! We've rented it, and Stella Maynard is coming,
- and her aunt is going to keep house for us."
-
- Phil bounced up, wiped her nose, and fell on her knees before Anne.
-
- "Girls -- girls -- let me come, too. Oh, I'll be so good. If
- there's no room for me I'll sleep in the little doghouse in the
- orchard -- I've seen it. Only let me come."
-
- "Get up, you goose."
-
- "I won't stir off my marrow bones till you tell me I can live
- with you next winter."
-
- Anne and Priscilla looked at each other. Then Anne said slowly,
- "Phil dear, we'd love to have you. But we may as well speak plainly.
- I'm poor -- Pris is poor -- Stella Maynard is poor -- our housekeeping
- will have to be very simple and our table plain. You'd have to live as
- we would. Now, you are rich and your boardinghouse fare attests the fact."
-
- "Oh, what do I care for that?" demanded Phil tragically.
- "Better a dinner of herbs where your chums are than a stalled ox
- in a lonely boardinghouse. Don't think I'm ALL stomach, girls.
- I'll be willing to live on bread and water -- with just a LEETLE
- jam -- if you'll let me come."
-
- "And then," continued Anne, "there will be a good deal of work to be done.
- Stella's aunt can't do it all. We all expect to have our chores to do.
- Now, you -- "
-
- "Toil not, neither do I spin," finished Philippa. "But I'll learn
- to do things. You'll only have to show me once. I CAN make my
- own bed to begin with. And remember that, though I can't cook,
- I CAN keep my temper. That's something. And I NEVER growl about
- the weather. That's more. Oh, please, please! I never wanted
- anything so much in my life -- and this floor is awfully hard."
-
- "There's just one more thing," said Priscilla resolutely.
- "You, Phil, as all Redmond knows, entertain callers almost every
- evening. Now, at Patty's Place we can't do that. We have decided
- that we shall be at home to our friends on Friday evenings only.
- If you come with us you'll have to abide by that rule."
-
- "Well, you don't think I'll mind that, do you? Why, I'm glad of it.
- I knew I should have had some such rule myself, but I hadn't
- enough decision to make it or stick to it. When I can shuffle
- off the responsibility on you it will be a real relief. If you
- won't let me cast in my lot with you I'll die of the disappointment
- and then I'll come back and haunt you. I'll camp on the very doorstep
- of Patty's Place and you won't be able to go out or come in without
- falling over my spook."
-
- Again Anne and Priscilla exchanged eloquent looks.
-
- "Well," said Anne, "of course we can't promise to take you until
- we've consulted with Stella; but I don't think she'll object,
- and, as far as we are concerned, you may come and glad welcome."
-
- "If you get tired of our simple life you can leave us, and no
- questions asked," added Priscilla.
-
- Phil sprang up, hugged them both jubilantly, and went on her way
- rejoicing.
-
- "I hope things will go right," said Priscilla soberly.
-
- "We must MAKE them go right," avowed Anne. "I think Phil will
- fit into our 'appy little 'ome very well."
-
- "Oh, Phil's a dear to rattle round with and be chums. And, of course,
- the more there are of us the easier it will be on our slim purses.
- But how will she be to live with? You have to summer and winter with
- any one before you know if she's LIVABLE or not."
-
- "Oh, well, we'll all be put to the test, as far as that goes.
- And we must quit us like sensible folk, living and let live.
- Phil isn't selfish, though she's a little thoughtless, and I
- believe we will all get on beautifully in Patty's Place."
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- Chapter XI
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- The Round of Life
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- Anne was back in Avonlea with the luster of the Thorburn Scholarship
- on her brow. People told her she hadn't changed much, in a tone
- which hinted they were surprised and a little disappointed she hadn't.
- Avonlea had not changed, either. At least, so it seemed at first.
- But as Anne sat in the Green Gables pew, on the first Sunday after
- her return, and looked over the congregation, she saw several little
- changes which, all coming home to her at once, made her realize that
- time did not quite stand still, even in Avonlea. A new minister was in
- the pulpit. In the pews more than one familiar face was missing forever.
- Old "Uncle Abe," his prophesying over and done with, Mrs. Peter Sloane,
- who had sighed, it was to be hoped, for the last time, Timothy Cotton,
- who, as Mrs. Rachel Lynde said "had actually managed to die at last
- after practicing at it for twenty years," and old Josiah Sloane, whom
- nobody knew in his coffin because he had his whiskers neatly trimmed,
- were all sleeping in the little graveyard behind the church. And Billy
- Andrews was married to Nettie Blewett! They "appeared out" that Sunday.
- When Billy, beaming with pride and happiness, showed his be-plumed and
- be-silked bride into the Harmon Andrews' pew, Anne dropped her lids to
- hide her dancing eyes. She recalled the stormy winter night of the
- Christmas holidays when Jane had proposed for Billy. He certainly
- had not broken his heart over his rejection. Anne wondered if Jane
- had also proposed to Nettie for him, or if he had mustered enough
- spunk to ask the fateful question himself. All the Andrews family
- seemed to share in his pride and pleasure, from Mrs. Harmon in the
- pew to Jane in the choir. Jane had resigned from the Avonlea school
- and intended to go West in the fall.
-
- "Can't get a beau in Avonlea, that's what," said Mrs. Rachel Lynde
- scornfully. "SAYS she thinks she'll have better health out West.
- I never heard her health was poor before."
-
- "Jane is a nice girl," Anne had said loyally. "She never tried
- to attract attention, as some did."
-
- "Oh, she never chased the boys, if that's what you mean," said
- Mrs. Rachel. "But she'd like to be married, just as much as
- anybody, that's what. What else would take her out West to some
- forsaken place whose only recommendation is that men are plenty
- and women scarce? Don't you tell me!"
-
- But it was not at Jane, Anne gazed that day in dismay and surprise.
- It was at Ruby Gillis, who sat beside her in the choir. What had
- happened to Ruby? She was even handsomer than ever; but her blue
- eyes were too bright and lustrous, and the color of her cheeks was
- hectically brilliant; besides, she was very thin; the hands that
- held her hymn-book were almost transparent in their delicacy.
-
- "Is Ruby Gillis ill?" Anne asked of Mrs. Lynde, as they went
- home from church.
-
- "Ruby Gillis is dying of galloping consumption," said Mrs. Lynde
- bluntly. "Everybody knows it except herself and her FAMILY.
- They won't give in. If you ask THEM, she's perfectly well.
- She hasn't been able to teach since she had that attack of
- congestion in the winter, but she says she's going to teach
- again in the fall, and she's after the White Sands school.
- She'll be in her grave, poor girl, when White Sands school opens,
- that's what."
-
- Anne listened in shocked silence. Ruby Gillis, her old school-chum,
- dying? Could it be possible? Of late years they had grown apart;
- but the old tie of school-girl intimacy was there, and made itself
- felt sharply in the tug the news gave at Anne's heartstrings.
- Ruby, the brilliant, the merry, the coquettish! It was impossible
- to associate the thought of her with anything like death. She had
- greeted Anne with gay cordiality after church, and urged her to
- come up the next evening.
-
- "I'll be away Tuesday and Wednesday evenings," she had whispered
- triumphantly. "There's a concert at Carmody and a party at White
- Sands. Herb Spencer's going to take me. He's my LATEST. Be sure
- to come up tomorrow. I'm dying for a good talk with you. I want
- to hear all about your doings at Redmond."
-
- Anne knew that Ruby meant that she wanted to tell Anne all about
- her own recent flirtations, but she promised to go, and Diana
- offered to go with her.
-
- "I've been wanting to go to see Ruby for a long while," she told Anne,
- when they left Green Gables the next evening, "but I really couldn't
- go alone. It's so awful to hear Ruby rattling on as she does, and
- pretending there is nothing the matter with her, even when she can
- hardly speak for coughing. She's fighting so hard for her life,
- and yet she hasn't any chance at all, they say."
-
- The girls walked silently down the red, twilit road. The robins
- were singing vespers in the high treetops, filling the golden air
- with their jubilant voices. The silver fluting of the frogs came
- from marshes and ponds, over fields where seeds were beginning to
- stir with life and thrill to the sunshine and rain that had
- drifted over them. The air was fragrant with the wild, sweet,
- wholesome smell of young raspberry copses. White mists were
- hovering in the silent hollows and violet stars were shining
- bluely on the brooklands.
-
- "What a beautiful sunset," said Diana. "Look, Anne, it's just like
- a land in itself, isn't it? That long, low back of purple cloud
- is the shore, and the clear sky further on is like a golden sea."
-
- "If we could sail to it in the moonshine boat Paul wrote of in
- his old composition -- you remember? -- how nice it would be,"
- said Anne, rousing from her reverie. "Do you think we could find
- all our yesterdays there, Diana -- all our old springs and
- blossoms? The beds of flowers that Paul saw there are the roses
- that have bloomed for us in the past?"
-
- "Don't!" said Diana. "You make me feel as if we were old women
- with everything in life behind us."
-
- "I think I've almost felt as if we were since I heard about poor Ruby,"
- said Anne. "If it is true that she is dying any other sad thing might
- be true, too."
-
- "You don't mind calling in at Elisha Wright's for a moment, do you?"
- asked Diana. "Mother asked me to leave this little dish of jelly
- for Aunt Atossa."
-
- "Who is Aunt Atossa?"
-
- "Oh, haven't you heard? She's Mrs. Samson Coates of Spencervale
- -- Mrs. Elisha Wright's aunt. She's father's aunt, too. Her
- husband died last winter and she was left very poor and lonely,
- so the Wrights took her to live with them. Mother thought we
- ought to take her, but father put his foot down. Live with Aunt
- Atossa he would not."
-
- "Is she so terrible?" asked Anne absently.
-
- "You'll probably see what she's like before we can get away,"
- said Diana significantly. "Father says she has a face like a
- hatchet -- it cuts the air. But her tongue is sharper still."
-
- Late as it was Aunt Atossa was cutting potato sets in the Wright
- kitchen. She wore a faded old wrapper, and her gray hair was
- decidedly untidy. Aunt Atossa did not like being "caught in a
- kilter," so she went out of her way to be disagreeable.
-
- "Oh, so you're Anne Shirley?" she said, when Diana introduced Anne.
- "I've heard of you." Her tone implied that she had heard nothing good.
- "Mrs. Andrews was telling me you were home. She said you had improved
- a good deal."
-
- There was no doubt Aunt Atossa thought there was plenty of room for
- further improvement. She ceased not from cutting sets with much energy.
-
- "Is it any use to ask you to sit down?" she inquired sarcastically.
- "Of course, there's nothing very entertaining here for you. The rest
- are all away."
-
- "Mother sent you this little pot of rhubarb jelly," said Diana
- pleasantly. "She made it today and thought you might like some."
-
- "Oh, thanks," said Aunt Atossa sourly. "I never fancy your
- mother's jelly -- she always makes it too sweet. However, I'll
- try to worry some down. My appetite's been dreadful poor this
- spring. I'm far from well," continued Aunt Atossa solemnly, "but
- still I keep a-doing. People who can't work aren't wanted here.
- If it isn't too much trouble will you be condescending enough
- to set the jelly in the pantry? I'm in a hurry to get these spuds
- done tonight. I suppose you two LADIES never do anything like this.
- You'd be afraid of spoiling your hands."
-
- "I used to cut potato sets before we rented the farm," smiled Anne.
-
- "I do it yet," laughed Diana. "I cut sets three days last week.
- Of course," she added teasingly, "I did my hands up in lemon
- juice and kid gloves every night after it."
-
- Aunt Atossa sniffed.
-
- "I suppose you got that notion out of some of those silly
- magazines you read so many of. I wonder your mother allows you.
- But she always spoiled you. We all thought when George married
- her she wouldn't be a suitable wife for him."
-
- Aunt Atossa sighed heavily, as if all forebodings upon the
- occasion of George Barry's marriage had been amply and darkly
- fulfilled.
-
- "Going, are you?" she inquired, as the girls rose. "Well, I
- suppose you can't find much amusement talking to an old woman
- like me. It's such a pity the boys ain't home."
-
- "We want to run in and see Ruby Gillis a little while," explained Diana.
-
- "Oh, anything does for an excuse, of course," said Aunt Atossa, amiably.
- "Just whip in and whip out before you have time to say how-do decently.
- It's college airs, I s'pose. You'd be wiser to keep away from Ruby Gillis.
- The doctors say consumption's catching. I always knew Ruby'd get something,
- gadding off to Boston last fall for a visit. People who ain't content to
- stay home always catch something."
-
- "People who don't go visiting catch things, too. Sometimes they even die,"
- said Diana solemnly.
-
- "Then they don't have themselves to blame for it," retorted Aunt Atossa
- triumphantly. "I hear you are to be married in June, Diana."
-
- "There is no truth in that report," said Diana, blushing.
-
- "Well, don't put it off too long," said Aunt Atossa significantly.
- "You'll fade soon -- you're all complexion and hair. And the Wrights
- are terrible fickle. You ought to wear a hat, MISS SHIRLEY. Your nose
- is freckling scandalous. My, but you ARE redheaded! Well, I s'pose
- we're all as the Lord made us! Give Marilla Cuthbert my respects.
- She's never been to see me since I come to Avonlea, but I s'pose I
- oughtn't to complain. The Cuthberts always did think themselves
- a cut higher than any one else round here."
-
- "Oh, isn't she dreadful?" gasped Diana, as they escaped down the lane.
-
- "She's worse than Miss Eliza Andrews," said Anne. "But then think
- of living all your life with a name like Atossa! Wouldn't it sour
- almost any one? She should have tried to imagine her name was Cordelia.
- It might have helped her a great deal. It certainly helped me in the
- days when I didn't like ANNE."
-
- "Josie Pye will be just like her when she grows up," said Diana.
- "Josie's mother and Aunt Atossa are cousins, you know. Oh, dear,
- I'm glad that's over. She's so malicious -- she seems to put a
- bad flavor in everything. Father tells such a funny story about her.
- One time they had a minister in Spencervale who was a very good,
- spiritual man but very deaf. He couldn't hear any ordinary
- conversation at all. Well, they used to have a prayer meeting on
- Sunday evenings, and all the church members present would get up
- and pray in turn, or say a few words on some Bible verse. But
- one evening Aunt Atossa bounced up. She didn't either pray or
- preach. Instead, she lit into everybody else in the church and
- gave them a fearful raking down, calling them right out by name
- and telling them how they all had behaved, and casting up all the
- quarrels and scandals of the past ten years. Finally she wound
- up by saying that she was disgusted with Spencervale church and
- she never meant to darken its door again, and she hoped a fearful
- judgment would come upon it. Then she sat down out of breath,
- and the minister, who hadn't heard a word she said, immediately
- remarked, in a very devout voice, `amen! The Lord grant our dear
- sister's prayer!' You ought to hear father tell the story."
-
- "Speaking of stories, Diana," remarked Anne, in a significant,
- confidential tone, "do you know that lately I have been wondering
- if I could write a short story -- a story that would be good
- enough to be published?"
-
- "Why, of course you could," said Diana, after she had grasped the
- amazing suggestion. "You used to write perfectly thrilling stories
- years ago in our old Story Club."
-
- "Well, I hardly meant one of that kind of stories," smiled Anne.
- "I've been thinking about it a little of late, but I'm almost
- afraid to try, for, if I should fail, it would be too humiliating."
-
- "I heard Priscilla say once that all Mrs. Morgan's first stories
- were rejected. But I'm sure yours wouldn't be, Anne, for it's
- likely editors have more sense nowadays."
-
- "Margaret Burton, one of the Junior girls at Redmond, wrote a
- story last winter and it was published in the Canadian Woman.
- I really do think I could write one at least as good."
-
- "And will you have it published in the Canadian Woman?"
-
- "I might try one of the bigger magazines first. It all depends
- on what kind of a story I write."
-
- "What is it to be about?"
-
- "I don't know yet. I want to get hold of a good plot. I believe
- this is very necessary from an editor's point of view. The only
- thing I've settled on is the heroine's name. It is to be AVERIL
- LESTER. Rather pretty, don't you think? Don't mention this to
- any one, Diana. I haven't told anybody but you and Mr. Harrison.
- HE wasn't very encouraging -- he said there was far too much
- trash written nowadays as it was, and he'd expected something
- better of me, after a year at college."
-
- "What does Mr. Harrison know about it?" demanded Diana scornfully.
-
- They found the Gillis home gay with lights and callers. Leonard
- Kimball, of Spencervale, and Morgan Bell, of Carmody, were glaring
- at each other across the parlor. Several merry girls had dropped in.
- Ruby was dressed in white and her eyes and cheeks were very brilliant.
- She laughed and chattered incessantly, and after the other girls had
- gone she took Anne upstairs to display her new summer dresses.
-
- "I've a blue silk to make up yet, but it's a little heavy for
- summer wear. I think I'll leave it until the fall. I'm going
- to teach in White Sands, you know. How do you like my hat?
- That one you had on in church yesterday was real dinky.
- But I like something brighter for myself. Did you notice
- those two ridiculous boys downstairs? They've both come
- determined to sit each other out. I don't care a single bit
- about either of them, you know. Herb Spencer is the one I like.
- Sometimes I really do think he's MR. RIGHT. At Christmas I
- thought the Spencervale schoolmaster was that. But I found
- out something about him that turned me against him. He nearly
- went insane when I turned him down. I wish those two boys hadn't
- come tonight. I wanted to have a nice good talk with you, Anne,
- and tell you such heaps of things. You and I were always good
- chums, weren't we?"
-
- Ruby slipped her arm about Anne's waist with a shallow little laugh.
- But just for a moment their eyes met, and, behind all the luster
- of Ruby's, Anne saw something that made her heart ache.
-
- "Come up often, won't you, Anne?" whispered Ruby. "Come alone --
- I want you."
-
- "Are you feeling quite well, Ruby?"
-
- "Me! Why, I'm perfectly well. I never felt better in my life.
- Of course, that congestion last winter pulled me down a little.
- But just see my color. I don't look much like an invalid, I'm sure."
-
- Ruby's voice was almost sharp. She pulled her arm away from Anne,
- as if in resentment, and ran downstairs, where she was gayer than
- ever, apparently so much absorbed in bantering her two swains that
- Diana and Anne felt rather out of it and soon went away.
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XII
-
- "Averil's Atonement"
-
-
- "What are you dreaming of, Anne?"
-
- The two girls were loitering one evening in a fairy hollow of the
- brook. Ferns nodded in it, and little grasses were green, and
- wild pears hung finely-scented, white curtains around it.
-
- Anne roused herself from her reverie with a happy sigh.
-
- "I was thinking out my story, Diana."
-
- "Oh, have you really begun it?" cried Diana, all alight with
- eager interest in a moment.
-
- "Yes, I have only a few pages written, but I have it all pretty
- well thought out. I've had such a time to get a suitable plot.
- None of the plots that suggested themselves suited a girl named
- AVERIL."
-
- "Couldn't you have changed her name?"
-
- "No, the thing was impossible. I tried to, but I couldn't do it,
- any more than I could change yours. AVERIL was so real to me
- that no matter what other name I tried to give her I just thought
- of her as AVERIL behind it all. But finally I got a plot that
- matched her. Then came the excitement of choosing names for
- all my characters. You have no idea how fascinating that is.
- I've lain awake for hours thinking over those names. The hero's
- name is PERCEVAL DALRYMPLE."
-
- "Have you named ALL the characters?" asked Diana wistfully. "If
- you hadn't I was going to ask you to let me name one -- just some
- unimportant person. I'd feel as if I had a share in the story then."
-
- "You may name the little hired boy who lived with the LESTERS,"
- conceded Anne. "He is not very important, but he is the only one
- left unnamed."
-
- "Call him RAYMOND FITZOSBORNE," suggested Diana, who had a store
- of such names laid away in her memory, relics of the old "Story
- Club," which she and Anne and Jane Andrews and Ruby Gillis had
- had in their schooldays.
-
- Anne shook her head doubtfully.
-
- "I'm afraid that is too aristocratic a name for a chore boy,
- Diana. I couldn't imagine a Fitzosborne feeding pigs and picking
- up chips, could you?"
-
- Diana didn't see why, if you had an imagination at all, you
- couldn't stretch it to that extent; but probably Anne knew best,
- and the chore boy was finally christened ROBERT RAY, to be called
- BOBBY should occasion require.
-
- "How much do you suppose you'll get for it?" asked Diana.
-
- But Anne had not thought about this at all. She was in pursuit
- of fame, not filthy lucre, and her literary dreams were as yet
- untainted by mercenary considerations.
-
- "You'll let me read it, won't you?" pleaded Diana.
-
- "When it is finished I'll read it to you and Mr. Harrison, and I
- shall want you to criticize it SEVERELY. No one else shall see
- it until it is published."
-
- "How are you going to end it -- happily or unhappily?"
-
- "I'm not sure. I'd like it to end unhappily, because that would
- be so much more romantic. But I understand editors have a prejudice
- against sad endings. I heard Professor Hamilton say once that nobody
- but a genius should try to write an unhappy ending.
-
- And," concluded Anne modestly, "I'm anything but a genius."
-
- "Oh I like happy endings best. You'd better let him marry her,"
- said Diana, who, especially since her engagement to Fred, thought
- this was how every story should end.
-
- "But you like to cry over stories?"
-
- "Oh, yes, in the middle of them. But I like everything to come
- right at last."
-
- "I must have one pathetic scene in it," said Anne thoughtfully.
- "I might let ROBERT RAY be injured in an accident and have a
- death scene."
-
- "No, you mustn't kill BOBBY off," declared Diana, laughing.
- "He belongs to me and I want him to live and flourish. Kill
- somebody else if you have to."
-
- For the next fortnight Anne writhed or reveled, according to
- mood, in her literary pursuits. Now she would be jubilant over a
- brilliant idea, now despairing because some contrary character
- would NOT behave properly. Diana could not understand this.
-
- "MAKE them do as you want them to," she said.
-
- "I can't," mourned Anne. "Averil is such an unmanageable heroine.
- She WILL do and say things I never meant her to. Then that spoils
- everything that went before and I have to write it all over again."
-
- Finally, however, the story was finished, and Anne read it to
- Diana in the seclusion of the porch gable. She had achieved her
- "pathetic scene" without sacrificing ROBERT RAY, and she kept a
- watchful eye on Diana as she read it. Diana rose to the occasion
- and cried properly; but, when the end came, she looked a little
- disappointed.
-
- "Why did you kill MAURICE LENNOX?" she asked reproachfully.
-
- "He was the villain," protested Anne. "He had to be punished."
-
- "I like him best of them all," said unreasonable Diana.
-
- "Well, he's dead, and he'll have to stay dead," said Anne,
- rather resentfully. "If I had let him live he'd have gone
- on persecuting AVERIL and PERCEVAL."
-
- "Yes -- unless you had reformed him."
-
- "That wouldn't have been romantic, and, besides, it would have
- made the story too long."
-
- "Well, anyway, it's a perfectly elegant story, Anne, and will
- make you famous, of that I'm sure. Have you got a title for it?"
-
- "Oh, I decided on the title long ago. I call it AVERIL'S
- ATONEMENT. Doesn't that sound nice and alliterative? Now,
- Diana, tell me candidly, do you see any faults in my story?"
-
- "Well," hesitated Diana, "that part where AVERIL makes the cake
- doesn't seem to me quite romantic enough to match the rest. It's
- just what anybody might do. Heroines shouldn't do cooking, _I_ think."
-
- "Why, that is where the humor comes in, and it's one of the best
- parts of the whole story," said Anne. And it may be stated that
- in this she was quite right.
-
- Diana prudently refrained from any further criticism, but
- Mr. Harrison was much harder to please. First he told her
- there was entirely too much description in the story.
-
- "Cut out all those flowery passages," he said unfeelingly.
-
- Anne had an uncomfortable conviction that Mr. Harrison was right,
- and she forced herself to expunge most of her beloved descriptions,
- though it took three re-writings before the story could be pruned
- down to please the fastidious Mr. Harrison.
-
- "I've left out ALL the descriptions but the sunset," she said at last.
- "I simply COULDN'T let it go. It was the best of them all."
-
- "It hasn't anything to do with the story," said Mr. Harrison,
- "and you shouldn't have laid the scene among rich city people.
- What do you know of them? Why didn't you lay it right here in
- Avonlea -- changing the name, of course, or else Mrs. Rachel
- Lynde would probably think she was the heroine."
-
- "Oh, that would never have done," protested Anne. "Avonlea is
- the dearest place in the world, but it isn't quite romantic
- enough for the scene of a story."
-
- "I daresay there's been many a romance in Avonlea -- and many a
- tragedy, too," said Mr. Harrison drily. "But your folks ain't
- like real folks anywhere. They talk too much and use too
- high-flown language. There's one place where that DALRYMPLE chap
- talks even on for two pages, and never lets the girl get a word in
- edgewise. If he'd done that in real life she'd have pitched him."
-
- "I don't believe it," said Anne flatly. In her secret soul she
- thought that the beautiful, poetical things said to AVERIL would
- win any girl's heart completely. Besides, it was gruesome to hear
- of AVERIL, the stately, queen-like AVERIL, "pitching" any one.
- AVERIL "declined her suitors."
-
- "Anyhow," resumed the merciless Mr. Harrison, "I don't see why
- MAURICE LENNOX didn't get her. He was twice the man the other is.
- He did bad things, but he did them. Perceval hadn't time for
- anything but mooning."
-
- "Mooning." That was even worse than "pitching!"
-
- "MAURICE LENNOX was the villain," said Anne indignantly.
- "I don't see why every one likes him better than PERCEVAL."
-
- "Perceval is too good. He's aggravating. Next time you write
- about a hero put a little spice of human nature in him."
-
- "AVERIL couldn't have married MAURICE. He was bad."
-
- "She'd have reformed him. You can reform a man; you can't reform
- a jelly-fish, of course. Your story isn't bad -- it's kind of
- interesting, I'll admit. But you're too young to write a story
- that would be worth while. Wait ten years."
-
- Anne made up her mind that the next time she wrote a story she
- wouldn't ask anybody to criticize it. It was too discouraging.
- She would not read the story to Gilbert, although she told him
- about it.
-
- "If it is a success you'll see it when it is published, Gilbert,
- but if it is a failure nobody shall ever see it."
-
- Marilla knew nothing about the venture. In imagination Anne saw
- herself reading a story out of a magazine to Marilla, entrapping
- her into praise of it -- for in imagination all things are
- possible -- and then triumphantly announcing herself the author.
-
- One day Anne took to the Post Office a long, bulky envelope,
- addressed, with the delightful confidence of youth and
- inexperience, to the very biggest of the "big" magazines.
- Diana was as excited over it as Anne herself.
-
- "How long do you suppose it will be before you hear from it?"
- she asked.
-
- "It shouldn't be longer than a fortnight. Oh, how happy and
- proud I shall be if it is accepted!"
-
- "Of course it will be accepted, and they will likely ask you to
- send them more. You may be as famous as Mrs. Morgan some day,
- Anne, and then how proud I'll be of knowing you," said Diana, who
- possessed, at least, the striking merit of an unselfish
- admiration of the gifts and graces of her friends.
-
- A week of delightful dreaming followed, and then came a bitter awakening.
- One evening Diana found Anne in the porch gable, with suspicious-looking
- eyes. On the table lay a long envelope and a crumpled manuscript.
-
- "Anne, your story hasn't come back?" cried Diana incredulously.
-
- "Yes, it has," said Anne shortly.
-
- "Well, that editor must be crazy. What reason did he give?"
-
- "No reason at all. There is just a printed slip saying that it
- wasn't found acceptable."
-
- "I never thought much of that magazine, anyway," said Diana hotly.
- "The stories in it are not half as interesting as those in the
- Canadian Woman, although it costs so much more. I suppose
- the editor is prejudiced against any one who isn't a Yankee.
- Don't be discouraged, Anne. Remember how Mrs. Morgan's stories
- came back. Send yours to the Canadian Woman."
-
- "I believe I will," said Anne, plucking up heart. "And if it is
- published I'll send that American editor a marked copy. But I'll
- cut the sunset out. I believe Mr. Harrison was right."
-
- Out came the sunset; but in spite of this heroic mutilation the
- editor of the Canadian Woman sent Averil's Atonement back so
- promptly that the indignant Diana declared that it couldn't have
- been read at all, and vowed she was going to stop her subscription
- immediately. Anne took this second rejection with the calmness of
- despair. She locked the story away in the garret trunk where the
- old Story Club tales reposed; but first she yielded to Diana's
- entreaties and gave her a copy.
-
- "This is the end of my literary ambitions," she said bitterly.
-
- She never mentioned the matter to Mr. Harrison, but one evening
- he asked her bluntly if her story had been accepted.
-
- "No, the editor wouldn't take it," she answered briefly.
-
- Mr. Harrison looked sidewise at the flushed, delicate profile.
-
- "Well, I suppose you'll keep on writing them," he said encouragingly.
-
- "No, I shall never try to write a story again," declared Anne, with
- the hopeless finality of nineteen when a door is shut in its face.
-
- "I wouldn't give up altogether," said Mr. Harrison reflectively. "I'd
- write a story once in a while, but I wouldn't pester editors with it.
- I'd write of people and places like I knew, and I'd make my characters
- talk everyday English; and I'd let the sun rise and set in the usual
- quiet way without much fuss over the fact. If I had to have villains
- at all, I'd give them a chance, Anne -- I'd give them a chance.
- There are some terrible bad men in the world, I suppose, but you'd
- have to go a long piece to find them -- though Mrs. Lynde believes we're
- all bad. But most of us have got a little decency somewhere in us.
- Keep on writing, Anne."
-
- "No. It was very foolish of me to attempt it. When I'm through
- Redmond I'll stick to teaching. I can teach. I can't write stories."
-
- "It'll be time for you to be getting a husband when you're
- through Redmond," said Mr. Harrison. "I don't believe in
- putting marrying off too long -- like I did."
-
- Anne got up and marched home. There were times when Mr. Harrison
- was really intolerable. "Pitching," "mooning," and "getting a
- husband." Ow!!
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XIII
-
- The Way of Transgressors
-
-
- Davy and Dora were ready for Sunday School. They were going alone,
- which did not often happen, for Mrs. Lynde always attended Sunday School.
- But Mrs. Lynde had twisted her ankle and was lame, so she was staying
- home this morning. The twins were also to represent the family at church,
- for Anne had gone away the evening before to spend Sunday with friends
- in Carmody, and Marilla had one of her headaches.
-
- Davy came downstairs slowly. Dora was waiting in the hall for him, having
- been made ready by Mrs. Lynde. Davy had attended to his own preparations.
- He had a cent in his pocket for the Sunday School collection, and a five-cent
- piece for the church collection; he carried his Bible in one hand and his
- Sunday School quarterly in the other; he knew his lesson and his Golden Text
- and his catechism question perfectly. Had he not studied them -- perforce
- -- in Mrs. Lynde's kitchen, all last Sunday afternoon? Davy, therefore,
- should have been in a placid frame of mind. As a matter of fact, despite
- text and catechism, he was inwardly as a ravening wolf.
-
- Mrs. Lynde limped out of her kitchen as he joined Dora.
-
- "Are you clean?" she demanded severely.
-
- "Yes -- all of me that shows," Davy answered with a defiant scowl.
-
- Mrs. Rachel sighed. She had her suspicions about Davy's neck
- and ears. But she knew that if she attempted to make a personal
- examination Davy would likely take to his heels and she could not
- pursue him today.
-
- "Well, be sure you behave yourselves," she warned them. "Don't walk
- in the dust. Don't stop in the porch to talk to the other children.
- Don't squirm or wriggle in your places. Don't forget the Golden Text.
- Don't lose your collection or forget to put it in. Don't whisper at
- prayer time, and don't forget to pay attention to the sermon."
-
- Davy deigned no response. He marched away down the lane,
- followed by the meek Dora. But his soul seethed within.
- Davy had suffered, or thought he had suffered, many things at the
- hands and tongue of Mrs. Rachel Lynde since she had come to Green
- Gables, for Mrs. Lynde could not live with anybody, whether they
- were nine or ninety, without trying to bring them up properly.
- And it was only the preceding afternoon that she had interfered
- to influence Marilla against allowing Davy to go fishing with the
- Timothy Cottons. Davy was still boiling over this.
-
- As soon as he was out of the lane Davy stopped and twisted his
- countenance into such an unearthly and terrific contortion that Dora,
- although she knew his gifts in that respect, was honestly alarmed lest
- he should never in the world be able to get it straightened out again.
-
- "Darn her," exploded Davy.
-
- "Oh, Davy, don't swear," gasped Dora in dismay.
-
- "`Darn' isn't swearing -- not real swearing. And I don't care
- if it is," retorted Davy recklessly.
-
- "Well, if you MUST say dreadful words don't say them on Sunday," pleaded Dora.
-
- Davy was as yet far from repentance, but in his secret soul he felt that,
- perhaps, he had gone a little too far.
-
- "I'm going to invent a swear word of my own," he declared.
-
- "God will punish you if you do," said Dora solemnly.
-
- "Then I think God is a mean old scamp," retorted Davy. "Doesn't
- He know a fellow must have some way of 'spressing his feelings?"
-
- "Davy!!!" said Dora. She expected that Davy would be struck down
- dead on the spot. But nothing happened.
-
- "Anyway, I ain't going to stand any more of Mrs. Lynde's bossing,"
- spluttered Davy. "Anne and Marilla may have the right to boss me,
- but SHE hasn't. I'm going to do every single thing she told me not to do.
- You watch me."
-
- In grim, deliberate silence, while Dora watched him with the
- fascination of horror, Davy stepped off the green grass of the
- roadside, ankle deep into the fine dust which four weeks of
- rainless weather had made on the road, and marched along in it,
- shuffling his feet viciously until he was enveloped in a hazy cloud.
-
- "That's the beginning," he announced triumphantly." And I'm
- going to stop in the porch and talk as long as there's anybody
- there to talk to. I'm going to squirm and wriggle and whisper,
- and I'm going to say I don't know the Golden Text. And I'm going
- to throw away both of my collections RIGHT NOW."
-
- And Davy hurled cent and nickel over Mr. Barry's fence with
- fierce delight.
-
- "Satan made you do that," said Dora reproachfully.
-
- "He didn't," cried Davy indignantly. "I just thought it out for myself.
- And I've thought of something else. I'm not going to Sunday School or
- church at all. I'm going up to play with the Cottons. They told me
- yesterday they weren't going to Sunday School today, 'cause their mother
- was away and there was nobody to make them. Come along, Dora, we'll have
- a great time."
-
- "I don't want to go," protested Dora.
-
- "You've got to," said Davy. "If you don't come I'll tell Marilla
- that Frank Bell kissed you in school last Monday."
-
- "I couldn't help it. I didn't know he was going to," cried Dora,
- blushing scarlet.
-
- "Well, you didn't slap him or seem a bit cross," retorted Davy.
- "I'll tell her THAT, too, if you don't come. We'll take the
- short cut up this field."
-
- "I'm afraid of those cows," protested poor Dora, seeing a
- prospect of escape.
-
- "The very idea of your being scared of those cows," scoffed Davy.
- "Why, they're both younger than you."
-
- "They're bigger," said Dora.
-
- "They won't hurt you. Come along, now. This is great. When I
- grow up I ain't going to bother going to church at all. I
- believe I can get to heaven by myself."
-
- "You'll go to the other place if you break the Sabbath day,"
- said unhappy Dora, following him sorely against her will.
-
- But Davy was not scared -- yet. Hell was very far off, and the
- delights of a fishing expedition with the Cottons were very near.
- He wished Dora had more spunk. She kept looking back as if she
- were going to cry every minute, and that spoiled a fellow's fun.
- Hang girls, anyway. Davy did not say "darn" this time, even in thought.
- He was not sorry -- yet -- that he had said it once, but it might be
- as well not to tempt the Unknown Powers too far on one day.
-
- The small Cottons were playing in their back yard, and hailed
- Davy's appearance with whoops of delight. Pete, Tommy, Adolphus,
- and Mirabel Cotton were all alone. Their mother and older
- sisters were away. Dora was thankful Mirabel was there, at least.
- She had been afraid she would be alone in a crowd of boys. Mirabel
- was almost as bad as a boy -- she was so noisy and sunburned and reckless.
- But at least she wore dresses.
-
- "We've come to go fishing," announced Davy.
-
- "Whoop," yelled the Cottons. They rushed away to dig worms at once,
- Mirabel leading the van with a tin can. Dora could have sat down
- and cried. Oh, if only that hateful Frank Bell had never kissed her!
- Then she could have defied Davy, and gone to her beloved Sunday School.
-
- They dared not, of course, go fishing on the pond, where they
- would be seen by people going to church. They had to resort to
- the brook in the woods behind the Cotton house. But it was full
- of trout, and they had a glorious time that morning -- at least
- the Cottons certainly had, and Davy seemed to have it. Not being
- entirely bereft of prudence, he had discarded boots and stockings
- and borrowed Tommy Cotton's overalls. Thus accoutered, bog and
- marsh and undergrowth had no terrors for him. Dora was frankly
- and manifestly miserable. She followed the others in their
- peregrinations from pool to pool, clasping her Bible and
- quarterly tightly and thinking with bitterness of soul of her
- beloved class where she should be sitting that very moment,
- before a teacher she adored. Instead, here she was roaming the
- woods with those half-wild Cottons, trying to keep her boots clean
- and her pretty white dress free from rents and stains. Mirabel
- had offered the loan of an apron but Dora had scornfully refused.
-
- The trout bit as they always do on Sundays. In an hour the
- transgressors had all the fish they wanted, so they returned to
- the house, much to Dora's relief. She sat primly on a hencoop in
- the yard while the others played an uproarious game of tag; and
- then they all climbed to the top of the pig-house roof and cut
- their initials on the saddleboard. The flat-roofed henhouse and
- a pile of straw beneath gave Davy another inspiration. They
- spent a splendid half hour climbing on the roof and diving off
- into the straw with whoops and yells.
-
- But even unlawful pleasures must come to an end. When the rumble
- of wheels over the pond bridge told that people were going home
- from church Davy knew they must go. He discarded Tommy's overalls,
- resumed his own rightful attire, and turned away from his string
- of trout with a sigh. No use to think of taking them home.
-
- "Well, hadn't we a splendid time?" he demanded defiantly, as they
- went down the hill field.
-
- "I hadn't," said Dora flatly. "And I don't believe you had --
- really -- either," she added, with a flash of insight that was
- not to be expected of her.
-
- "I had so," cried Davy, but in the voice of one who doth protest too much.
- "No wonder you hadn't -- just sitting there like a -- like a mule."
-
- "I ain't going to, 'sociate with the Cottons," said Dora loftily.
-
- "The Cottons are all right," retorted Davy. "And they have far better
- times than we have. They do just as they please and say just what they
- like before everybody. _I_'m going to do that, too, after this."
-
- "There are lots of things you wouldn't dare say before everybody,"
- averred Dora.
-
- "No, there isn't."
-
- "There is, too. Would you," demanded Dora gravely, "would you
- say `tomcat' before the minister?"
-
- This was a staggerer. Davy was not prepared for such a concrete
- example of the freedom of speech. But one did not have to be
- consistent with Dora.
-
- "Of course not," he admitted sulkily.
-
- "`Tomcat' isn't a holy word. I wouldn't mention such an animal
- before a minister at all."
-
- "But if you had to?" persisted Dora.
-
- "I'd call it a Thomas pussy," said Davy.
-
- "_I_ think `gentleman cat' would be more polite," reflected Dora.
-
- "YOU thinking!" retorted Davy with withering scorn.
-
- Davy was not feeling comfortable, though he would have died
- before he admitted it to Dora. Now that the exhilaration of
- truant delights had died away, his conscience was beginning to
- give him salutary twinges. After all, perhaps it would have been
- better to have gone to Sunday School and church. Mrs. Lynde
- might be bossy; but there was always a box of cookies in her
- kitchen cupboard and she was not stingy. At this inconvenient
- moment Davy remembered that when he had torn his new school pants
- the week before, Mrs. Lynde had mended them beautifully and
- never said a word to Marilla about them.
-
- But Davy's cup of iniquity was not yet full. He was to discover
- that one sin demands another to cover it. They had dinner with
- Mrs. Lynde that day, and the first thing she asked Davy was,
-
- "Were all your class in Sunday School today?"
-
- "Yes'm," said Davy with a gulp. "All were there -- 'cept one."
-
- "Did you say your Golden Text and catechism?"
-
- "Yes'm."
-
- "Did you put your collection in?"
-
- "Yes'm."
-
- "Was Mrs. Malcolm MacPherson in church?"
-
- "I don't know." This, at least, was the truth, thought wretched Davy.
-
- "Was the Ladies' Aid announced for next week?"
-
- "Yes'm" -- quakingly.
-
- "Was prayer-meeting?"
-
- "I -- I don't know."
-
- "YOU should know. You should listen more attentively to the announcements.
- What was Mr. Harvey's text?"
-
- Davy took a frantic gulp of water and swallowed it and the last
- protest of conscience together. He glibly recited an old Golden
- Text learned several weeks ago. Fortunately Mrs. Lynde now
- stopped questioning him; but Davy did not enjoy his dinner.
-
- He could only eat one helping of pudding.
-
- "What's the matter with you?" demanded justly astonished Mrs. Lynde.
- "Are you sick?"
-
- "No," muttered Davy.
-
- "You look pale. You'd better keep out of the sun this afternoon,"
- admonished Mrs. Lynde.
-
- "Do you know how many lies you told Mrs. Lynde?" asked Dora
- reproachfully, as soon as they were alone after dinner.
-
- Davy, goaded to desperation, turned fiercely.
-
- "I don't know and I don't care," he said. "You just shut up,
- Dora Keith."
-
- Then poor Davy betook himself to a secluded retreat behind the
- woodpile to think over the way of transgressors.
-
- Green Gables was wrapped in darkness and silence when Anne
- reached home. She lost no time going to bed, for she was very
- tired and sleepy. There had been several Avonlea jollifications
- the preceding week, involving rather late hours. Anne's head was
- hardly on her pillow before she was half asleep; but just then
- her door was softly opened and a pleading voice said, "Anne."
-
- Anne sat up drowsily.
-
- "Davy, is that you? What is the matter?"
-
- A white-clad figure flung itself across the floor and on to the bed.
-
- "Anne," sobbed Davy, getting his arms about her neck. "I'm awful
- glad you're home. I couldn't go to sleep till I'd told somebody."
-
- "Told somebody what?"
-
- "How mis'rubul I am."
-
- "Why are you miserable, dear?"
-
- "'Cause I was so bad today, Anne. Oh, I was awful bad --
- badder'n I've ever been yet."
-
- "What did you do?"
-
- "Oh, I'm afraid to tell you. You'll never like me again, Anne.
- I couldn't say my prayers tonight. I couldn't tell God what
- I'd done. I was 'shamed to have Him know."
-
- "But He knew anyway, Davy."
-
- "That's what Dora said. But I thought p'raps He mightn't have
- noticed just at the time. Anyway, I'd rather tell you first."
-
- "WHAT is it you did?"
-
- Out it all came in a rush.
-
- "I run away from Sunday School -- and went fishing with the
- Cottons -- and I told ever so many whoppers to Mrs. Lynde -- oh!
- 'most half a dozen -- and -- and -- I -- I said a swear word,
- Anne -- a pretty near swear word, anyhow -- and I called God names."
-
- There was silence. Davy didn't know what to make of it. Was
- Anne so shocked that she never would speak to him again?
-
- "Anne, what are you going to do to me?" he whispered.
-
- "Nothing, dear. You've been punished already, I think."
-
- "No, I haven't. Nothing's been done to me."
-
- "You've been very unhappy ever since you did wrong, haven't you?"
-
- "You bet!" said Davy emphatically.
-
- "That was your conscience punishing you, Davy."
-
- "What's my conscience? I want to know."
-
- "It's something in you, Davy, that always tells you when you are
- doing wrong and makes you unhappy if you persist in doing it.
- Haven't you noticed that?"
-
- "Yes, but I didn't know what it was. I wish I didn't have it.
- I'd have lots more fun. Where is my conscience, Anne? I want to know.
- Is it in my stomach?"
-
- "No, it's in your soul," answered Anne, thankful for the
- darkness, since gravity must be preserved in serious matters.
-
- "I s'pose I can't get clear of it then," said Davy with a sigh.
- "Are you going to tell Marilla and Mrs. Lynde on me, Anne?"
-
- "No, dear, I'm not going to tell any one. You are sorry you were
- naughty, aren't you?"
-
- "You bet!"
-
- "And you'll never be bad like that again."
-
- "No, but -- " added Davy cautiously, "I might be bad some other way."
-
- "You won't say naughty words, or run away on Sundays, or tell falsehoods
- to cover up your sins?"
-
- "No. It doesn't pay," said Davy.
-
- "Well, Davy, just tell God you are sorry and ask Him to forgive you."
-
- "Have YOU forgiven me, Anne?"
-
- "Yes, dear."
-
- "Then," said Davy joyously, "I don't care much whether God does or not."
-
- "Davy!"
-
- "Oh -- I'll ask Him -- I'll ask Him," said Davy quickly,
- scrambling off the bed, convinced by Anne's tone that he must
- have said something dreadful. "I don't mind asking Him, Anne.
- -- Please, God, I'm awful sorry I behaved bad today and
- I'll try to be good on Sundays always and please forgive me.
- -- There now, Anne."
-
- "Well, now, run off to bed like a good boy."
-
- "All right. Say, I don't feel mis'rubul any more. I feel fine.
- Good night."
-
- "Good night."
-
- Anne slipped down on her pillows with a sigh of relief. Oh --
- how sleepy -- she was! In another second --
-
- "Anne!" Davy was back again by her bed. Anne dragged her eyes open.
-
- "What is it now, dear?" she asked, trying to keep a note of
- impatience out of her voice.
-
- "Anne, have you ever noticed how Mr. Harrison spits? Do you
- s'pose, if I practice hard, I can learn to spit just like him?"
-
- Anne sat up.
-
- "Davy Keith," she said, "go straight to your bed and don't let me
- catch you out of it again tonight! Go, now!"
-
- Davy went, and stood not upon the order of his going.
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XIV
-
- The Summons
-
-
- Anne was sitting with Ruby Gillis in the Gillis' garden after the day
- had crept lingeringly through it and was gone. It had been a warm,
- smoky summer afternoon. The world was in a splendor of out-flowering.
- The idle valleys were full of hazes. The woodways were pranked with
- shadows and the fields with the purple of the asters.
-
- Anne had given up a moonlight drive to the White Sands beach that
- she might spend the evening with Ruby. She had so spent many
- evenings that summer, although she often wondered what good it did
- any one, and sometimes went home deciding that she could not go again.
-
- Ruby grew paler as the summer waned; the White Sands school was
- given up -- "her father thought it better that she shouldn't
- teach till New Year's" -- and the fancy work she loved oftener
- and oftener fell from hands grown too weary for it. But she was
- always gay, always hopeful, always chattering and whispering of
- her beaux, and their rivalries and despairs. It was this that
- made Anne's visits hard for her. What had once been silly or
- amusing was gruesome, now; it was death peering through a wilful
- mask of life. Yet Ruby seemed to cling to her, and never let her
- go until she had promised to come again soon. Mrs. Lynde
- grumbled about Anne's frequent visits, and declared she would
- catch consumption; even Marilla was dubious.
-
- "Every time you go to see Ruby you come home looking tired out,"
- she said.
-
- "It's so very sad and dreadful," said Anne in a low tone. "Ruby
- doesn't seem to realize her condition in the least. And yet I
- somehow feel she needs help -- craves it -- and I want to give it
- to her and can't. All the time I'm with her I feel as if I were
- watching her struggle with an invisible foe -- trying to push it
- back with such feeble resistance as she has. That is why I come
- home tired."
-
- But tonight Anne did not feel this so keenly. Ruby was strangely
- quiet. She said not a word about parties and drives and dresses
- and "fellows." She lay in the hammock, with her untouched work
- beside her, and a white shawl wrapped about her thin shoulders.
- Her long yellow braids of hair -- how Anne had envied those
- beautiful braids in old schooldays! -- lay on either side of her.
- She had taken the pins out -- they made her head ache, she said.
- The hectic flush was gone for the time, leaving her pale and childlike.
-
- The moon rose in the silvery sky, empearling the clouds
- around her. Below, the pond shimmered in its hazy radiance.
- Just beyond the Gillis homestead was the church, with the old
- graveyard beside it. The moonlight shone on the white stones,
- bringing them out in clear-cut relief against the dark trees behind.
-
- "How strange the graveyard looks by moonlight!" said Ruby suddenly.
- "How ghostly!" she shuddered. "Anne, it won't be long now before
- I'll be lying over there. You and Diana and all the rest will be
- going about, full of life -- and I'll be there -- in the old graveyard
- -- dead!"
-
- The surprise of it bewildered Anne. For a few moments she could not speak.
-
- "You know it's so, don't you?" said Ruby insistently.
-
- "Yes, I know," answered Anne in a low tone. "Dear Ruby, I know."
-
- "Everybody knows it," said Ruby bitterly. "I know it -- I've
- known it all summer, though I wouldn't give in. And, oh, Anne"
- -- she reached out and caught Anne's hand pleadingly, impulsively
- -- "I don't want to die. I'm AFRAID to die."
-
- "Why should you be afraid, Ruby?" asked Anne quietly.
-
- "Because -- because -- oh, I'm not afraid but that I'll go to
- heaven, Anne. I'm a church member. But -- it'll be all so
- different. I think -- and think -- and I get so frightened --
- and -- and -- homesick. Heaven must be very beautiful, of course,
- the Bible says so -- but, Anne, IT WON'T BE WHAT I'VE BEEN USED TO."
-
- Through Anne's mind drifted an intrusive recollection of a funny
- story she had heard Philippa Gordon tell -- the story of some old
- man who had said very much the same thing about the world to come.
- It had sounded funny then -- she remembered how she and
- Priscilla had laughed over it. But it did not seem in the
- least humorous now, coming from Ruby's pale, trembling lips.
- It was sad, tragic -- and true! Heaven could not be what Ruby had
- been used to. There had been nothing in her gay, frivolous life,
- her shallow ideals and aspirations, to fit her for that great change,
- or make the life to come seem to her anything but alien and
- unreal and undesirable. Anne wondered helplessly what she could
- say that would help her. Could she say anything? "I think, Ruby,"
- she began hesitatingly -- for it was difficult for Anne to speak
- to any one of the deepest thoughts of her heart, or the new
- ideas that had vaguely begun to shape themselves in her mind,
- concerning the great mysteries of life here and hereafter,
- superseding her old childish conceptions, and it was hardest of
- all to speak of them to such as Ruby Gillis -- "I think, perhaps,
- we have very mistaken ideas about heaven -- what it is and what
- it holds for us. I don't think it can be so very different from
- life here as most people seem to think. I believe we'll just go
- on living, a good deal as we live here -- and be OURSELVES just
- the same -- only it will be easier to be good and to -- follow
- the highest. All the hindrances and perplexities will be taken
- away, and we shall see clearly. Don't be afraid, Ruby."
-
- "I can't help it," said Ruby pitifully. "Even if what you say
- about heaven is true -- and you can't be sure -- it may be only
- that imagination of yours -- it won't be JUST the same. It CAN'T be.
- I want to go on living HERE. I'm so young, Anne. I haven't had
- my life. I've fought so hard to live -- and it isn't any use
- -- I have to die -- and leave EVERYTHING I care for." Anne sat
- in a pain that was almost intolerable. She could not tell
- comforting falsehoods; and all that Ruby said was so horribly
- true. She WAS leaving everything she cared for. She had laid up
- her treasures on earth only; she had lived solely for the little
- things of life -- the things that pass -- forgetting the great
- things that go onward into eternity, bridging the gulf between
- the two lives and making of death a mere passing from one
- dwelling to the other -- from twilight to unclouded day. God
- would take care of her there -- Anne believed -- she would learn
- -- but now it was no wonder her soul clung, in blind helplessness,
- to the only things she knew and loved.
-
- Ruby raised herself on her arm and lifted up her bright, beautiful
- blue eyes to the moonlit skies.
-
- "I want to live," she said, in a trembling voice. "I want to
- live like other girls. I -- I want to be married, Anne -- and --
- and -- have little children. You know I always loved babies, Anne.
- I couldn't say this to any one but you. I know you understand.
- And then poor Herb -- he -- he loves me and I love him, Anne.
- The others meant nothing to me, but HE does -- and if I could
- live I would be his wife and be so happy. Oh, Anne, it's hard."
-
- Ruby sank back on her pillows and sobbed convulsively. Anne
- pressed her hand in an agony of sympathy -- silent sympathy,
- which perhaps helped Ruby more than broken, imperfect words could
- have done; for presently she grew calmer and her sobs ceased.
-
- "I'm glad I've told you this, Anne," she whispered. "It has
- helped me just to say it all out. I've wanted to all summer --
- every time you came. I wanted to talk it over with you -- but
- I COULDN'T. It seemed as if it would make death so SURE if I
- SAID I was going to die, or if any one else said it or hinted it.
- I wouldn't say it, or even think it. In the daytime, when people
- were around me and everything was cheerful, it wasn't so hard to
- keep from thinking of it. But in the night, when I couldn't sleep
- -- it was so dreadful, Anne. I couldn't get away from it then.
- Death just came and stared me in the face, until I got so frightened
- I could have screamed.
-
- "But you won't be frightened any more, Ruby, will you? You'll be brave,
- and believe that all is going to be well with you."
-
- "I'll try. I'll think over what you have said, and try to believe it.
- And you'll come up as often as you can, won't you, Anne?"
-
- "Yes, dear."
-
- "It -- it won't be very long now, Anne. I feel sure of that.
- And I'd rather have you than any one else. I always liked you
- best of all the girls I went to school with. You were never
- jealous, or mean, like some of them were. Poor Em White was up
- to see me yesterday. You remember Em and I were such chums for
- three years when we went to school? And then we quarrelled the
- time of the school concert. We've never spoken to each other
- since. Wasn't it silly? Anything like that seems silly NOW.
- But Em and I made up the old quarrel yesterday. She said she'd
- have spoken years ago, only she thought I wouldn't. And I never
- spoke to her because I was sure she wouldn't speak to me. Isn't
- it strange how people misunderstand each other, Anne?"
-
- "Most of the trouble in life comes from misunderstanding, I think,"
- said Anne. "I must go now, Ruby. It's getting late -- and you
- shouldn't be out in the damp."
-
- "You'll come up soon again."
-
- "Yes, very soon. And if there's anything I can do to help you
- I'll be so glad."
-
- "I know. You HAVE helped me already. Nothing seems quite so
- dreadful now. Good night, Anne."
-
- "Good night, dear."
-
- Anne walked home very slowly in the moonlight. The evening had
- changed something for her. Life held a different meaning, a
- deeper purpose. On the surface it would go on just the same; but
- the deeps had been stirred. It must not be with her as with poor
- butterfly Ruby. When she came to the end of one life it must not
- be to face the next with the shrinking terror of something wholly
- different -- something for which accustomed thought and ideal and
- aspiration had unfitted her. The little things of life, sweet
- and excellent in their place, must not be the things lived for;
- the highest must be sought and followed; the life of heaven must
- be begun here on earth.
-
- That good night in the garden was for all time. Anne never saw
- Ruby in life again. The next night the A.V.I.S. gave a farewell
- party to Jane Andrews before her departure for the West. And,
- while light feet danced and bright eyes laughed and merry tongues
- chattered, there came a summons to a soul in Avonlea that might
- not be disregarded or evaded. The next morning the word went
- from house to house that Ruby Gillis was dead. She had died in
- her sleep, painlessly and calmly, and on her face was a smile --
- as if, after all, death had come as a kindly friend to lead her
- over the threshold, instead of the grisly phantom she had dreaded.
-
- Mrs. Rachel Lynde said emphatically after the funeral that Ruby
- Gillis was the handsomest corpse she ever laid eyes on. Her
- loveliness, as she lay, white-clad, among the delicate flowers
- that Anne had placed about her, was remembered and talked of for
- years in Avonlea. Ruby had always been beautiful; but her beauty
- had been of the earth, earthy; it had had a certain insolent
- quality in it, as if it flaunted itself in the beholder's eye;
- spirit had never shone through it, intellect had never refined it.
- But death had touched it and consecrated it, bringing out delicate
- modelings and purity of outline never seen before -- doing what life
- and love and great sorrow and deep womanhood joys might have done
- for Ruby. Anne, looking down through a mist of tears, at her old
- playfellow, thought she saw the face God had meant Ruby to have,
- and remembered it so always.
-
- Mrs. Gillis called Anne aside into a vacant room before the
- funeral procession left the house, and gave her a small packet.
-
- "I want you to have this," she sobbed. "Ruby would have liked you
- to have it. It's the embroidered centerpiece she was working at.
- It isn't quite finished -- the needle is sticking in it just where
- her poor little fingers put it the last time she laid it down, the
- afternoon before she died."
-
- "There's always a piece of unfinished work left," said Mrs. Lynde,
- with tears in her eyes. "But I suppose there's always some one
- to finish it."
-
- "How difficult it is to realize that one we have always known
- can really be dead," said Anne, as she and Diana walked home.
- "Ruby is the first of our schoolmates to go. One by one, sooner
- or later, all the rest of us must follow."
-
- "Yes, I suppose so," said Diana uncomfortably. She did not
- want to talk of that. She would have preferred to have discussed
- the details of the funeral -- the splendid white velvet casket
- Mr. Gillis had insisted on having for Ruby -- "the Gillises must
- always make a splurge, even at funerals," quoth Mrs. Rachel Lynde
- -- Herb Spencer's sad face, the uncontrolled, hysteric grief of
- one of Ruby's sisters -- but Anne would not talk of these things.
- She seemed wrapped in a reverie in which Diana felt lonesomely
- that she had neither lot nor part.
-
- "Ruby Gillis was a great girl to laugh," said Davy suddenly.
- "Will she laugh as much in heaven as she did in Avonlea, Anne?
- I want to know."
-
- "Yes, I think she will," said Anne.
-
- "Oh, Anne," protested Diana, with a rather shocked smile.
-
- "Well, why not, Diana?" asked Anne seriously. "Do you think
- we'll never laugh in heaven?"
-
- "Oh -- I -- I don't know" floundered Diana. "It doesn't seem
- just right, somehow. You know it's rather dreadful to laugh in
- church."
-
- "But heaven won't be like church -- all the time," said Anne.
-
- "I hope it ain't," said Davy emphatically. "If it is I don't
- want to go. Church is awful dull. Anyway, I don't mean to go
- for ever so long. I mean to live to be a hundred years old, like
- Mr. Thomas Blewett of White Sands. He says he's lived so long
- 'cause he always smoked tobacco and it killed all the germs.
- Can I smoke tobacco pretty soon, Anne?"
-
- "No, Davy, I hope you'll never use tobacco," said Anne absently.
-
- "What'll you feel like if the germs kill me then?" demanded Davy.
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XV
-
- A Dream Turned Upside Down
-
-
- "Just one more week and we go back to Redmond," said Anne.
- She was happy at the thought of returning to work, classes
- and Redmond friends. Pleasing visions were also being woven
- around Patty's Place. There was a warm pleasant sense of home
- in the thought of it, even though she had never lived there.
-
- But the summer had been a very happy one, too -- a time of glad living
- with summer suns and skies, a time of keen delight in wholesome things;
- a time of renewing and deepening of old friendships; a time in which
- she had learned to live more nobly, to work more patiently, to play
- more heartily.
-
- "All life lessons are not learned at college," she thought.
- "Life teaches them everywhere."
-
- But alas, the final week of that pleasant vacation was spoiled for Anne,
- by one of those impish happenings which are like a dream turned upside down.
-
- "Been writing any more stories lately?" inquired Mr. Harrison genially
- one evening when Anne was taking tea with him and Mrs. Harrison.
-
- "No," answered Anne, rather crisply.
-
- "Well, no offense meant. Mrs. Hiram Sloane told me the other
- day that a big envelope addressed to the Rollings Reliable Baking
- Powder Company of Montreal had been dropped into the post office
- box a month ago, and she suspicioned that somebody was trying for
- the prize they'd offered for the best story that introduced the
- name of their baking powder. She said it wasn't addressed in
- your writing, but I thought maybe it was you."
-
- "Indeed, no! I saw the prize offer, but I'd never dream of
- competing for it. I think it would be perfectly disgraceful to
- write a story to advertise a baking powder. It would be almost
- as bad as Judson Parker's patent medicine fence."
-
- So spake Anne loftily, little dreaming of the valley of
- humiliation awaiting her. That very evening Diana popped into
- the porch gable, bright-eyed and rosy cheeked, carrying a letter.
-
- "Oh, Anne, here's a letter for you. I was at the office, so I
- thought I'd bring it along. Do open it quick. If it is what I
- believe it is I shall just be wild with delight." Anne, puzzled,
- opened the letter and glanced over the typewritten contents.
-
-
- Miss Anne Shirley,
- Green Gables,
- Avonlea, P.E. Island.
-
- "DEAR MADAM: We have much pleasure in informing you that
- your charming story `Averil's Atonement' has won the prize
- of twenty-five dollars offered in our recent competition.
- We enclose the check herewith. We are arranging for the
- publication of the story in several prominent Canadian
- newspapers, and we also intend to have it printed in
- pamphlet form for distribution among our patrons.
- Thanking you for the interest you have shown in
- our enterprise, we remain,
-
- Yours very truly,
- THE ROLLINGS RELIABLE
- BAKING POWDER Co."
-
-
- "I don't understand," said Anne, blankly.
-
- Diana clapped her hands.
-
- "Oh, I KNEW it would win the prize -- I was sure of it.
- _I_ sent your story into the competition, Anne."
-
- "Diana -- Barry!"
-
- "Yes, I did," said Diana gleefully, perching herself on the bed.
- "When I saw the offer I thought of your story in a minute, and at
- first I thought I'd ask you to send it in. But then I was afraid
- you wouldn't -- you had so little faith left in it. So I just
- decided I'd send the copy you gave me, and say nothing about it.
- Then, if it didn't win the prize, you'd never know and you wouldn't
- feel badly over it, because the stories that failed were not to be
- returned, and if it did you'd have such a delightful surprise."
-
- Diana was not the most discerning of mortals, but just at this
- moment it struck her that Anne was not looking exactly overjoyed.
- The surprise was there, beyond doubt -- but where was the delight?
-
- "Why, Anne, you don't seem a bit pleased!" she exclaimed.
-
- Anne instantly manufactured a smile and put it on.
-
- "Of course I couldn't be anything but pleased over your unselfish
- wish to give me pleasure," she said slowly. "But you know -- I'm
- so amazed -- I can't realize it -- and I don't understand. There
- wasn't a word in my story about -- about -- " Anne choked a little
- over the word -- "baking powder."
-
- "Oh, _I_ put that in," said Diana, reassured. "It was as easy as
- wink -- and of course my experience in our old Story Club helped me.
- You know the scene where Averil makes the cake? Well, I just stated
- that she used the Rollings Reliable in it, and that was why it turned
- out so well; and then, in the last paragraph, where PERCEVAL clasps
- AVERIL in his arms and says, `Sweetheart, the beautiful coming years
- will bring us the fulfilment of our home of dreams,' I added, `in which
- we will never use any baking powder except Rollings Reliable.'"
-
- "Oh," gasped poor Anne, as if some one had dashed cold water on her.
-
- "And you've won the twenty-five dollars," continued Diana jubilantly.
- "Why, I heard Priscilla say once that the Canadian Woman only pays
- five dollars for a story!"
-
- Anne held out the hateful pink slip in shaking fingers.
-
- "I can't take it -- it's yours by right, Diana. You sent the
- story in and made the alterations. I -- I would certainly never
- have sent it. So you must take the check."
-
- "I'd like to see myself," said Diana scornfully. "Why, what I
- did wasn't any trouble. The honor of being a friend of the
- prizewinner is enough for me. Well, I must go. I should have
- gone straight home from the post office for we have company.
- But I simply had to come and hear the news. I'm so glad for
- your sake, Anne."
-
- Anne suddenly bent forward, put her arms about Diana, and kissed
- her cheek.
-
- "I think you are the sweetest and truest friend in the world,
- Diana," she said, with a little tremble in her voice, "and I
- assure you I appreciate the motive of what you've done."
-
- Diana, pleased and embarrassed, got herself away, and poor Anne,
- after flinging the innocent check into her bureau drawer as if it
- were blood-money, cast herself on her bed and wept tears of shame
- and outraged sensibility. Oh, she could never live this down -- never!
-
- Gilbert arrived at dusk, brimming over with congratulations,
- for he had called at Orchard Slope and heard the news. But his
- congratulations died on his lips at sight of Anne's face.
-
- "Why, Anne, what is the matter? I expected to find you radiant
- over winning Rollings Reliable prize. Good for you!"
-
- "Oh, Gilbert, not you," implored Anne, in an ET-TU BRUTE tone.
- "I thought YOU would understand. Can't you see how awful it is?"
-
- "I must confess I can't. WHAT is wrong?"
-
- "Everything," moaned Anne. "I feel as if I were disgraced forever.
- What do you think a mother would feel like if she found her
- child tattooed over with a baking powder advertisement?
- I feel just the same. I loved my poor little story, and I
- wrote it out of the best that was in me. And it is SACRILEGE to
- have it degraded to the level of a baking powder advertisement.
- Don't you remember what Professor Hamilton used to tell us in the
- literature class at Queen's? He said we were never to write a
- word for a low or unworthy motive, but always to cling to the
- very highest ideals. What will he think when he hears I've
- written a story to advertise Rollings Reliable? And, oh, when it
- gets out at Redmond! Think how I'll be teased and laughed at!"
-
- "That you won't," said Gilbert, wondering uneasily if it were
- that confounded Junior's opinion in particular over which Anne
- was worried. "The Reds will think just as I thought -- that you,
- being like nine out of ten of us, not overburdened with worldly
- wealth, had taken this way of earning an honest penny to help
- yourself through the year. I don't see that there's anything low
- or unworthy about that, or anything ridiculous either. One would
- rather write masterpieces of literature no doubt -- but meanwhile
- board and tuition fees have to be paid."
-
- This commonsense, matter-of-fact view of the case cheered Anne a
- little. At least it removed her dread of being laughed at,
- though the deeper hurt of an outraged ideal remained.
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XVI
-
- Adjusted Relationships
-
-
- "It's the homiest spot I ever saw -- it's homier than home,"
- avowed Philippa Gordon, looking about her with delighted eyes.
- They were all assembled at twilight in the big living-room at
- Patty's Place -- Anne and Priscilla, Phil and Stella, Aunt Jamesina,
- Rusty, Joseph, the Sarah-Cat, and Gog and Magog. The firelight
- shadows were dancing over the walls; the cats were purring;
- and a huge bowl of hothouse chrysanthemums, sent to Phil by one
- of the victims, shone through the golden gloom like creamy moons.
-
- It was three weeks since they had considered themselves settled,
- and already all believed the experiment would be a success. The
- first fortnight after their return had been a pleasantly exciting
- one; they had been busy setting up their household goods, organizing
- their little establishment, and adjusting different opinions.
-
- Anne was not over-sorry to leave Avonlea when the time came to
- return to college. The last few days of her vacation had not
- been pleasant. Her prize story had been published in the Island
- papers; and Mr. William Blair had, upon the counter of his
- store, a huge pile of pink, green and yellow pamphlets,
- containing it, one of which he gave to every customer. He sent a
- complimentary bundle to Anne, who promptly dropped them all in
- the kitchen stove. Her humiliation was the consequence of her
- own ideals only, for Avonlea folks thought it quite splendid
- that she should have won the prize. Her many friends regarded
- her with honest admiration; her few foes with scornful envy.
- Josie Pye said she believed Anne Shirley had just copied the story;
- she was sure she remembered reading it in a paper years before.
- The Sloanes, who had found out or guessed that Charlie had been
- "turned down," said they didn't think it was much to be proud of;
- almost any one could have done it, if she tried. Aunt Atossa
- told Anne she was very sorry to hear she had taken to writing
- novels; nobody born and bred in Avonlea would do it; that was
- what came of adopting orphans from goodness knew where, with
- goodness knew what kind of parents. Even Mrs. Rachel Lynde was
- darkly dubious about the propriety of writing fiction, though she
- was almost reconciled to it by that twenty-five dollar check.
-
- "It is perfectly amazing, the price they pay for such lies,
- that's what," she said, half-proudly, half-severely.
-
- All things considered, it was a relief when going-away time came.
- And it was very jolly to be back at Redmond, a wise, experienced
- Soph with hosts of friends to greet on the merry opening day.
- Pris and Stella and Gilbert were there, Charlie Sloane, looking
- more important than ever a Sophomore looked before, Phil, with
- the Alec-and-Alonzo question still unsettled, and Moody Spurgeon
- MacPherson. Moody Spurgeon had been teaching school ever since
- leaving Queen's, but his mother had concluded it was high time
- he gave it up and turned his attention to learning how to be a
- minister. Poor Moody Spurgeon fell on hard luck at the very
- beginning of his college career. Half a dozen ruthless Sophs,
- who were among his fellow-boarders, swooped down upon him one
- night and shaved half of his head. In this guise the luckless
- Moody Spurgeon had to go about until his hair grew again. He
- told Anne bitterly that there were times when he had his doubts
- as to whether he was really called to be a minister.
-
- Aunt Jamesina did not come until the girls had Patty's Place
- ready for her. Miss Patty had sent the key to Anne, with a
- letter in which she said Gog and Magog were packed in a box under
- the spare-room bed, but might be taken out when wanted; in a
- postscript she added that she hoped the girls would be careful
- about putting up pictures. The living room had been newly
- papered five years before and she and Miss Maria did not want any
- more holes made in that new paper than was absolutely necessary.
- For the rest she trusted everything to Anne.
-
- How those girls enjoyed putting their nest in order! As Phil said,
- it was almost as good as getting married. You had the fun of
- homemaking without the bother of a husband. All brought something
- with them to adorn or make comfortable the little house. Pris and
- Phil and Stella had knick-knacks and pictures galore, which latter
- they proceeded to hang according to taste, in reckless disregard
- of Miss Patty's new paper.
-
- "We'll putty the holes up when we leave, dear -- she'll never know,"
- they said to protesting Anne.
-
- Diana had given Anne a pine needle cushion and Miss Ada had given
- both her and Priscilla a fearfully and wonderfully embroidered one.
- Marilla had sent a big box of preserves, and darkly hinted at a
- hamper for Thanksgiving, and Mrs. Lynde gave Anne a patchwork quilt
- and loaned her five more.
-
- "You take them," she said authoritatively. "They might as well be
- in use as packed away in that trunk in the garret for moths to gnaw."
-
- No moths would ever have ventured near those quilts, for they
- reeked of mothballs to such an extent that they had to be hung in
- the orchard of Patty's Place a full fortnight before they could
- be endured indoors. Verily, aristocratic Spofford Avenue had
- rarely beheld such a display. The gruff old millionaire who
- lived "next door" came over and wanted to buy the gorgeous red
- and yellow "tulip-pattern" one which Mrs. Rachel had given Anne.
- He said his mother used to make quilts like that, and by Jove, he
- wanted one to remind him of her. Anne would not sell it, much to
- his disappointment, but she wrote all about it to Mrs. Lynde.
- That highly-gratified lady sent word back that she had one just
- like it to spare, so the tobacco king got his quilt after all,
- and insisted on having it spread on his bed, to the disgust of
- his fashionable wife.
-
- Mrs. Lynde's quilts served a very useful purpose that winter.
- Patty's Place for all its many virtues, had its faults also.
- It was really a rather cold house; and when the frosty nights
- came the girls were very glad to snuggle down under Mrs. Lynde's
- quilts, and hoped that the loan of them might be accounted unto
- her for righteousness. Anne had the blue room she had coveted
- at sight. Priscilla and Stella had the large one. Phil was
- blissfully content with the little one over the kitchen; and
- Aunt Jamesina was to have the downstairs one off the living-room.
- Rusty at first slept on the doorstep.
-
- Anne, walking home from Redmond a few days after her return,
- became aware that the people that she met surveyed her with a
- covert, indulgent smile. Anne wondered uneasily what was the
- matter with her. Was her hat crooked? Was her belt loose?
- Craning her head to investigate, Anne, for the first time,
- saw Rusty.
-
- Trotting along behind her, close to her heels, was quite the
- most forlorn specimen of the cat tribe she had ever beheld.
- The animal was well past kitten-hood, lank, thin, disreputable
- looking. Pieces of both ears were lacking, one eye was
- temporarily out of repair, and one jowl ludicrously swollen.
- As for color, if a once black cat had been well and thoroughly
- singed the result would have resembled the hue of this waif's
- thin, draggled, unsightly fur.
-
- Anne "shooed," but the cat would not "shoo." As long as she
- stood he sat back on his haunches and gazed at her reproachfully
- out of his one good eye; when she resumed her walk he followed.
- Anne resigned herself to his company until she reached the gate
- of Patty's Place, which she coldly shut in his face, fondly
- supposing she had seen the last of him. But when, fifteen
- minutes later, Phil opened the door, there sat the rusty-brown
- cat on the step. More, he promptly darted in and sprang upon
- Anne's lap with a half-pleading, half-triumphant "miaow."
-
- "Anne," said Stella severely, "do you own that animal?"
-
- "No, I do NOT," protested disgusted Anne. "The creature followed
- me home from somewhere. I couldn't get rid of him. Ugh, get down.
- I like decent cats reasonably well; but I don't like beasties of
- your complexion."
-
- Pussy, however, refused to get down. He coolly curled up in
- Anne's lap and began to purr.
-
- "He has evidently adopted you," laughed Priscilla.
-
- "I won't BE adopted," said Anne stubbornly.
-
- "The poor creature is starving," said Phil pityingly. "Why, his
- bones are almost coming through his skin."
-
- "Well, I'll give him a square meal and then he must return to
- whence he came," said Anne resolutely.
-
- The cat was fed and put out. In the morning he was still
- on the doorstep. On the doorstep he continued to sit, bolting
- in whenever the door was opened. No coolness of welcome had
- the least effect on him; of nobody save Anne did he take the
- least notice. Out of compassion the girls fed him; but when
- a week had passed they decided that something must be done.
- The cat's appearance had improved. His eye and cheek had
- resumed their normal appearance; he was not quite so thin;
- and he had been seen washing his face.
-
- "But for all that we can't keep him," said Stella. "Aunt Jimsie
- is coming next week and she will bring the Sarah-cat with her.
-
- We can't keep two cats; and if we did this Rusty Coat would
- fight all the time with the Sarah-cat. He's a fighter by nature.
- He had a pitched battle last evening with the tobacco-king's cat
- and routed him, horse, foot and artillery."
-
- "We must get rid of him," agreed Anne, looking darkly at the
- subject of their discussion, who was purring on the hearth rug
- with an air of lamb-like meekness. "But the question is -- how?
- How can four unprotected females get rid of a cat who won't be
- got rid of?"
-
- We must chloroform him," said Phil briskly. "That is the most
- humane way."
-
- "Who of us knows anything about chloroforming a cat?" demanded
- Anne gloomily.
-
- "I do, honey. It's one of my few -- sadly few -- useful accomplishments.
- I've disposed of several at home. You take the cat in the morning and
- give him a good breakfast. Then you take an old burlap bag -- there's
- one in the back porch -- put the cat on it and turn over him a wooden box.
- Then take a two-ounce bottle of chloroform, uncork it, and slip it under
- the edge of the box. Put a heavy weight on top of the box and leave it
- till evening. The cat will be dead, curled up peacefully as if he
- were asleep. No pain -- no struggle."
-
- "It sounds easy," said Anne dubiously.
-
- "It IS easy. Just leave it to me. I'll see to it," said Phil reassuringly.
-
- Accordingly the chloroform was procured, and the next morning Rusty was
- lured to his doom. He ate his breakfast, licked his chops, and climbed
- into Anne's lap. Anne's heart misgave her. This poor creature loved her
- -- trusted her. How could she be a party to this destruction?
-
- "Here, take him," she said hastily to Phil. "I feel like a murderess."
-
- "He won't suffer, you know," comforted Phil, but Anne had fled.
-
- The fatal deed was done in the back porch. Nobody went near it
- that day. But at dusk Phil declared that Rusty must be buried.
-
- "Pris and Stella must dig his grave in the orchard," declared Phil,
- "and Anne must come with me to lift the box off. That's the part
- I always hate."
-
- The two conspirators tip-toed reluctantly to the back porch.
- Phil gingerly lifted the stone she had put on the box. Suddenly,
- faint but distinct, sounded an unmistakable mew under the box.
-
- "He -- he isn't dead," gasped Anne, sitting blankly down on the
- kitchen doorstep.
-
- "He must be," said Phil incredulously.
-
- Another tiny mew proved that he wasn't. The two girls stared at
- each other."
-
- What will we do?" questioned Anne.
-
- "Why in the world don't you come?" demanded Stella, appearing in
- the doorway. "We've got the grave ready. `What silent still and
- silent all?'" she quoted teasingly.
-
- "`Oh, no, the voices of the dead Sound like the distant torrent's fall,'"
- promptly counter-quoted Anne, pointing solemnly to the box.
-
- A burst of laughter broke the tension.
-
- "We must leave him here till morning," said Phil, replacing the stone.
- "He hasn't mewed for five minutes. Perhaps the mews we heard were his
- dying groan. Or perhaps we merely imagined them, under the strain of
- our guilty consciences."
-
- But, when the box was lifted in the morning, Rusty bounded at one gay
- leap to Anne's shoulder where he began to lick her face affectionately.
- Never was there a cat more decidedly alive.
-
- "Here's a knot hole in the box," groaned Phil. "I never saw it.
- That's why he didn't die. Now, we've got to do it all over again."
-
- "No, we haven't," declared Anne suddenly. "Rusty isn't going to be
- killed again. He's my cat -- and you've just got to make the best of it."
-
- "Oh, well, if you'll settle with Aunt Jimsie and the Sarah-cat,"
- said Stella, with the air of one washing her hands of the whole affair.
-
- From that time Rusty was one of the family. He slept o'nights on the
- scrubbing cushion in the back porch and lived on the fat of the land.
- By the time Aunt Jamesina came he was plump and glossy and tolerably
- respectable. But, like Kipling's cat, he "walked by himself."
- His paw was against every cat, and every cat's paw against him.
- One by one he vanquished the aristocratic felines of Spofford Avenue.
- As for human beings, he loved Anne and Anne alone. Nobody else even
- dared stroke him. An angry spit and something that sounded much like
- very improper language greeted any one who did.
-
- "The airs that cat puts on are perfectly intolerable," declared Stella.
-
- "Him was a nice old pussens, him was," vowed Anne, cuddling her pet defiantly.
-
- "Well, I don't know how he and the Sarah-cat will ever make out
- to live together," said Stella pesimistically. "Cat-fights in
- the orchard o'nights are bad enough. But cat-fights here in the
- livingroom are unthinkable." In due time Aunt Jamesina arrived.
- Anne and Priscilla and Phil had awaited her advent rather dubiously;
- but when Aunt Jamesina was enthroned in the rocking chair before the
- open fire they figuratively bowed down and worshipped her.
-
- Aunt Jamesina was a tiny old woman with a little, softly-triangular face,
- and large, soft blue eyes that were alight with unquenchable youth, and
- as full of hopes as a girl's. She had pink cheeks and snow-white hair
- which she wore in quaint little puffs over her ears.
-
- "It's a very old-fashioned way," she said, knitting industriously
- at something as dainty and pink as a sunset cloud. "But _I_ am old-fashioned.
- My clothes are, and it stands to reason my opinions are, too. I don't say
- they're any the better of that, mind you. In fact, I daresay they're a good
- deal the worse. But they've worn nice and easy. New shoes are smarter than
- old ones, but the old ones are more comfortable. I'm old enough to indulge
- myself in the matter of shoes and opinions. I mean to take it real easy here.
- I know you expect me to look after you and keep you proper, but I'm not going
- to do it.
-
- You're old enough to know how to behave if you're ever going to be.
- So, as far as I am concerned," concluded Aunt Jamesina, with a twinkle
- in her young eyes, "you can all go to destruction in your own way."
-
- "Oh, will somebody separate those cats?" pleaded Stella, shudderingly.
-
- Aunt Jamesina had brought with her not only the Sarah-cat but Joseph.
- Joseph, she explained, had belonged to a dear friend of hers who had
- gone to live in Vancouver.
-
- "She couldn't take Joseph with her so she begged me to take him.
- I really couldn't refuse. He's a beautiful cat -- that is, his
- disposition is beautiful. She called him Joseph because his coat
- is of many colors."
-
- It certainly was. Joseph, as the disgusted Stella said, looked
- like a walking rag-bag. It was impossible to say what his ground
- color was. His legs were white with black spots on them.
- His back was gray with a huge patch of yellow on one side and a
- black patch on the other. His tail was yellow with a gray tip.
- One ear was black and one yellow. A black patch over one eye gave
- him a fearfully rakish look. In reality he was meek and inoffensive,
- of a sociable disposition. In one respect, if in no other, Joseph
- was like a lily of the field. He toiled not neither did he spin
- or catch mice. Yet Solomon in all his glory slept not on softer
- cushions, or feasted more fully on fat things.
-
- Joseph and the Sarah-cat arrived by express in separate boxes.
- After they had been released and fed, Joseph selected the cushion
- and corner which appealed to him, and the Sarah-cat gravely sat
- herself down before the fire and proceeded to wash her face. She
- was a large, sleek, gray-and-white cat, with an enormous dignity
- which was not at all impaired by any consciousness of her plebian
- origin. She had been given to Aunt Jamesina by her washerwoman.
-
- "Her name was Sarah, so my husband always called puss the
- Sarah-cat," explained Aunt Jamesina. "She is eight years old,
- and a remarkable mouser. Don't worry, Stella. The Sarah-cat
- NEVER fights and Joseph rarely."
-
- "They'll have to fight here in self-defense," said Stella.
-
- At this juncture Rusty arrived on the scene. He bounded
- joyously half way across the room before he saw the intruders.
- Then he stopped short; his tail expanded until it was as big as
- three tails. The fur on his back rose up in a defiant arch;
- Rusty lowered his head, uttered a fearful shriek of hatred and
- defiance, and launched himself at the Sarah-cat.
-
- The stately animal had stopped washing her face and was looking
- at him curiously. She met his onslaught with one contemptuous
- sweep of her capable paw. Rusty went rolling helplessly over on
- the rug; he picked himself up dazedly. What sort of a cat was
- this who had boxed his ears? He looked dubiously at the Sarah-cat.
- Would he or would he not? The Sarah-cat deliberately turned her
- back on him and resumed her toilet operations. Rusty decided that
- he would not. He never did. From that time on the Sarah-cat ruled
- the roost. Rusty never again interfered with her.
-
- But Joseph rashly sat up and yawned. Rusty, burning to avenge
- his disgrace, swooped down upon him. Joseph, pacific by nature,
- could fight upon occasion and fight well. The result was a
- series of drawn battles. Every day Rusty and Joseph fought at
- sight. Anne took Rusty's part and detested Joseph. Stella was
- in despair. But Aunt Jamesina only laughed.
-
- Let them fight it out," she said tolerantly. "They'll make friends
- after a bit. Joseph needs some exercise -- he was getting too fat.
- And Rusty has to learn he isn't the only cat in the world."
-
- Eventually Joseph and Rusty accepted the situation and from sworn
- enemies became sworn friends. They slept on the same cushion with
- their paws about each other, and gravely washed each other's faces.
-
- "We've all got used to each other," said Phil. "And I've learned
- how to wash dishes and sweep a floor."
-
- "But you needn't try to make us believe you can chloroform a cat,"
- laughed Anne.
-
- "It was all the fault of the knothole," protested Phil.
-
- "It was a good thing the knothole was there," said Aunt Jamesina
- rather severely. "Kittens HAVE to be drowned, I admit, or the
- world would be overrun. But no decent, grown-up cat should be
- done to death -- unless he sucks eggs."
-
- "You wouldn't have thought Rusty very decent if you'd seen him when
- he came here," said Stella. "He positively looked like the Old Nick."
-
- "I don't believe Old Nick can be so very, ugly" said Aunt Jamesina
- reflectively. "He wouldn't do so much harm if he was. _I_ always
- think of him as a rather handsome gentleman."
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XVII
-
- A Letter from Davy
-
-
- "It's beginning to snow, girls," said Phil, coming in one
- November evening, "and there are the loveliest little stars and
- crosses all over the garden walk. I never noticed before what
- exquisite things snowflakes really are. One has time to notice
- things like that in the simple life. Bless you all for permitting
- me to live it. It's really delightful to feel worried because
- butter has gone up five cents a pound."
-
- "Has it?" demanded Stella, who kept the household accounts.
-
- "It has -- and here's your butter. I'm getting quite expert at marketing.
- It's better fun than flirting," concluded Phil gravely.
-
- "Everything is going up scandalously," sighed Stella.
-
- "Never mind. Thank goodness air and salvation are still free,"
- said Aunt Jamesina.
-
- "And so is laughter," added Anne. "There's no tax on it yet
- and that is well, because you're all going to laugh presently.
- I'm going to read you Davy's letter. His spelling has improved
- immensely this past year, though he is not strong on apostrophes,
- and he certainly possesses the gift of writing an interesting letter.
- Listen and laugh, before we settle down to the evening's study-grind."
-
- "Dear Anne," ran Davy's letter, "I take my pen to tell you that
- we are all pretty well and hope this will find you the same.
- It's snowing some today and Marilla says the old woman in the sky
- is shaking her feather beds. Is the old woman in the sky God's
- wife, Anne? I want to know.
-
- "Mrs. Lynde has been real sick but she is better now. She fell
- down the cellar stairs last week. When she fell she grabbed hold
- of the shelf with all the milk pails and stewpans on it, and it
- gave way and went down with her and made a splendid crash.
- Marilla thought it was an earthquake at first.
-
- One of the stewpans was all dinged up and Mrs. Lynde straned her ribs.
- The doctor came and gave her medicine to rub on her ribs but
- she didn't under stand him and took it all inside instead.
- The doctor said it was a wonder it dident kill her but it dident
- and it cured her ribs and Mrs. Lynde says doctors dont know much
- anyhow. But we couldent fix up the stewpan. Marilla had to
- throw it out. Thanksgiving was last week. There was no school
- and we had a great dinner. I et mince pie and rost turkey and
- frut cake and donuts and cheese and jam and choklut cake.
- Marilla said I'd die but I dident. Dora had earake after it,
- only it wasent in her ears it was in her stummick. I dident
- have earake anywhere.
-
- "Our new teacher is a man. He does things for jokes. Last week
- he made all us third-class boys write a composishun on what kind
- of a wife we'd like to have and the girls on what kind of a
- husband. He laughed fit to kill when he read them. This was
- mine. I thought youd like to see it.
-
- "`The kind of a wife I'd like to Have.
-
- "`She must have good manners and get my meals on time and do
- what I tell her and always be very polite to me. She must be
- fifteen yers old. She must be good to the poor and keep her
- house tidy and be good tempered and go to church regularly.
- She must be very handsome and have curly hair. If I get a wife
- that is just what I like Ill be an awful good husband to her.
- I think a woman ought to be awful good to her husband. Some poor
- women havent any husbands.
-
- `THE END.'"
-
-
- "I was at Mrs. Isaac Wrights funeral at White Sands last week.
- The husband of the corpse felt real sorry. Mrs. Lynde says
- Mrs. Wrights grandfather stole a sheep but Marilla says we mustent
- speak ill of the dead. Why mustent we, Anne? I want to know.
- It's pretty safe, ain't it?
-
- "Mrs. Lynde was awful mad the other day because I asked her if
- she was alive in Noah's time. I dident mean to hurt her feelings.
- I just wanted to know. Was she, Anne?
-
- "Mr. Harrison wanted to get rid of his dog. So he hunged him
- once but he come to life and scooted for the barn while Mr.
- Harrison was digging the grave, so he hunged him again and he
- stayed dead that time. Mr. Harrison has a new man working for him.
- He's awful okward. Mr. Harrison says he is left handed in both
- his feet. Mr. Barry's hired man is lazy. Mrs. Barry says that
- but Mr. Barry says he aint lazy exactly only he thinks it easier
- to pray for things than to work for them.
-
- "Mrs. Harmon Andrews prize pig that she talked so much of died
- in a fit. Mrs. Lynde says it was a judgment on her for pride.
- But I think it was hard on the pig. Milty Boulter has been sick.
- The doctor gave him medicine and it tasted horrid. I offered to
- take it for him for a quarter but the Boulters are so mean.
- Milty says he'd rather take it himself and save his money.
- I asked Mrs. Boulter how a person would go about catching a man and
- she got awful mad and said she dident know, shed never chased men.
-
- "The A.V.I.S. is going to paint the hall again. They're tired
- of having it blue.
-
- "The new minister was here to tea last night. He took three
- pieces of pie.
-
- If I did that Mrs. Lynde would call me piggy. And he et fast and
- took big bites and Marilla is always telling me not to do that.
- Why can ministers do what boys can't? I want to know.
-
- "I haven't any more news. Here are six kisses. xxxxxx. Dora
- sends one. Heres hers. x.
-
- "Your loving friend
- DAVID KEITH"
-
-
- "P.S. Anne, who was the devils father? I want to know."
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XVIII
-
- Miss Josepine Remembers the Anne-girl
-
-
- When Christmas holidays came the girls of Patty's Place scattered to
- their respective homes, but Aunt Jamesina elected to stay where she was.
-
- "I couldn't go to any of the places I've been invited and take
- those three cats," she said. "And I'm not going to leave the
- poor creatures here alone for nearly three weeks. If we had any
- decent neighbors who would feed them I might, but there's nothing
- except millionaires on this street. So I'll stay here and keep
- Patty's Place warm for you."
-
- Anne went home with the usual joyous anticipations -- which were
- not wholly fulfilled. She found Avonlea in the grip of such an
- early, cold, and stormy winter as even the "oldest inhabitant"
- could not recall. Green Gables was literally hemmed in by huge
- drifts. Almost every day of that ill-starred vacation it stormed
- fiercely; and even on fine days it drifted unceasingly. No
- sooner were the roads broken than they filled in again. It was
- almost impossible to stir out. The A.V.I.S. tried, on three
- evenings, to have a party in honor of the college students, and
- on each evening the storm was so wild that nobody could go, so
- they gave up the attempt in despair. Anne, despite her love of
- and loyalty to Green Gables, could not help thinking longingly of
- Patty's Place, its cosy open fire, Aunt Jamesina's mirthful eyes,
- the three cats, the merry chatter of the girls, the pleasantness
- of Friday evenings when college friends dropped in to talk of
- grave and gay.
-
- Anne was lonely; Diana, during the whole of the holidays, was
- imprisoned at home with a bad attack of bronchitis. She could
- not come to Green Gables and it was rarely Anne could get to
- Orchard Slope, for the old way through the Haunted Wood was
- impassable with drifts, and the long way over the frozen Lake of
- Shining Waters was almost as bad. Ruby Gillis was sleeping in
- the white-heaped graveyard; Jane Andrews was teaching a school on
- western prairies. Gilbert, to be sure, was still faithful, and
- waded up to Green Gables every possible evening. But Gilbert's
- visits were not what they once were. Anne almost dreaded them.
- It was very disconcerting to look up in the midst of a sudden
- silence and find Gilbert's hazel eyes fixed upon her with a quite
- unmistakable expression in their grave depths; and it was still
- more disconcerting to find herself blushing hotly and
- uncomfortably under his gaze, just as if -- just as if -- well,
- it was very embarrassing. Anne wished herself back at Patty's
- Place, where there was always somebody else about to take the
- edge off a delicate situation. At Green Gables Marilla went
- promptly to Mrs. Lynde's domain when Gilbert came and insisted
- on taking the twins with her. The significance of this was
- unmistakable and Anne was in a helpless fury over it.
-
- Davy, however, was perfectly happy. He reveled in getting out in
- the morning and shoveling out the paths to the well and henhouse.
- He gloried in the Christmas-tide delicacies which Marilla and
- Mrs. Lynde vied with each other in preparing for Anne, and he
- was reading an enthralling tale, in a school library book, of a
- wonderful hero who seemed blessed with a miraculous faculty for
- getting into scrapes from which he was usually delivered by an
- earthquake or a volcanic explosion, which blew him high and dry
- out of his troubles, landed him in a fortune, and closed the
- story with proper ECLAT.
-
- "I tell you it's a bully story, Anne," he said ecstatically.
- "I'd ever so much rather read it than the Bible."
-
- "Would you?" smiled Anne.
-
- Davy peered curiously at her.
-
- "You don't seem a bit shocked, Anne. Mrs. Lynde was awful
- shocked when I said it to her."
-
- "No, I'm not shocked, Davy. I think it's quite natural that a
- nine-year-old boy would sooner read an adventure story than the
- Bible. But when you are older I hope and think that you will
- realize what a wonderful book the Bible is."
-
- "Oh, I think some parts of it are fine," conceded Davy. "That
- story about Joseph now -- it's bully. But if I'd been Joseph _I_
- wouldn't have forgive the brothers. No, siree, Anne. I'd have
- cut all their heads off. Mrs. Lynde was awful mad when I said that
- and shut the Bible up and said she'd never read me any more of it if
- I talked like that. So I don't talk now when she reads it Sunday
- afternoons; I just think things and say them to Milty Boulter next
- day in school. I told Milty the story about Elisha and the bears
- and it scared him so he's never made fun of Mr. Harrison's bald
- head once. Are there any bears on P.E. Island, Anne? I want to know."
-
- "Not nowadays," said Anne, absently, as the wind blew a scud of
- snow against the window. "Oh, dear, will it ever stop storming."
-
- "God knows," said Davy airily, preparing to resume his reading.
-
- Anne WAS shocked this time.
-
- "Davy!" she exclaimed reproachfully.
-
- "Mrs. Lynde says that," protested Davy. "One night last week
- Marilla said `Will Ludovic Speed and Theodora Dix EVER get
- married" and Mrs. Lynde said, `God knows' -- just like that."
-
- "Well, it wasn't right for her to say it," said Anne, promptly
- deciding upon which horn of this dilemma to empale herself.
- "It isn't right for anybody to take that name in vain or
- speak it lightly, Davy. Don't ever do it again."
-
- "Not if I say it slow and solemn, like the minister?" queried
- Davy gravely.
-
- "No, not even then."
-
- "Well, I won't. Ludovic Speed and Theodora Dix live in Middle
- Grafton and Mrs. Rachel says he has been courting her for a
- hundred years. Won't they soon be too old to get married, Anne?
- I hope Gilbert won't court YOU that long. When are you going to
- be married, Anne? Mrs. Lynde says it's a sure thing."
-
- "Mrs. Lynde is a --" began Anne hotly; then stopped. "Awful old
- gossip," completed Davy calmly. "That's what every one calls her.
- But is it a sure thing, Anne? I want to know."
-
- "You're a very silly little boy, Davy," said Anne, stalking
- haughtily out of the room. The kitchen was deserted and she sat
- down by the window in the fast falling wintry twilight. The sun
- had set and the wind had died down. A pale chilly moon looked
- out behind a bank of purple clouds in the west. The sky faded
- out, but the strip of yellow along the western horizon grew
- brighter and fiercer, as if all the stray gleams of light were
- concentrating in one spot; the distant hills, rimmed with
- priest-like firs, stood out in dark distinctness against it.
- Anne looked across the still, white fields, cold and lifeless
- in the harsh light of that grim sunset, and sighed. She was
- very lonely; and she was sad at heart; for she was wondering
- if she would be able to return to Redmond next year. It did not
- seem likely. The only scholarship possible in the Sophomore year
- was a very small affair. She would not take Marilla's money;
- and there seemed little prospect of being able to earn enough
- in the summer vacation.
-
- "I suppose I'll just have to drop out next year," she thought
- drearily, "and teach a district school again until I earn enough
- to finish my course. And by that time all my old class will have
- graduated and Patty's Place will be out of the question. But there!
- I'm not going to be a coward. I'm thankful I can earn my way through
- if necessary."
-
- "Here's Mr. Harrison wading up the lane," announced Davy, running out.
- "I hope he's brought the mail. It's three days since we got it.
- I want to see what them pesky Grits are doing. I'm a Conservative, Anne.
- And I tell you, you have to keep your eye on them Grits."
-
- Mr. Harrison had brought the mail, and merry letters from Stella
- and Priscilla and Phil soon dissipated Anne's blues. Aunt Jamesina,
- too, had written, saying that she was keeping the hearth-fire alight,
- and that the cats were all well, and the house plants doing fine.
-
- "The weather has been real cold," she wrote, "so I let the cats sleep
- in the house -- Rusty and Joseph on the sofa in the living-room, and
- the Sarah-cat on the foot of my bed. It's real company to hear her
- purring when I wake up in the night and think of my poor daughter in
- the foreign field. If it was anywhere but in India I wouldn't worry,
- but they say the snakes out there are terrible. It takes all the
- Sarah-cats's purring to drive away the thought of those snakes.
- I have enough faith for everything but the snakes. I can't think
- why Providence ever made them. Sometimes I don't think He did.
- I'm inclined to believe the Old Harry had a hand in making THEM."
-
- Anne had left a thin, typewritten communication till the last,
- thinking it unimportant. When she had read it she sat very
- still, with tears in her eyes.
-
- "What is the matter, Anne?" asked Marilla.
-
- "Miss Josephine Barry is dead," said Anne, in a low tone.
-
- "So she has gone at last," said Marilla. "Well, she has been
- sick for over a year, and the Barrys have been expecting to hear
- of her death any time. It is well she is at rest for she has
- suffered dreadfully, Anne. She was always kind to you."
-
- "She has been kind to the last, Marilla. This letter is from her lawyer.
- She has left me a thousand dollars in her will."
-
- "Gracious, ain't that an awful lot of money," exclaimed Davy.
- "She's the woman you and Diana lit on when you jumped into
- the spare room bed, ain't she? Diana told me that story.
- Is that why she left you so much?"
-
- "Hush, Davy," said Anne gently. She slipped away to the porch
- gable with a full heart, leaving Marilla and Mrs. Lynde to talk
- over the news to their hearts' content.
-
- "Do you s'pose Anne will ever get married now?" speculated Davy
- anxiously. "When Dorcas Sloane got married last summer she said
- if she'd had enough money to live on she'd never have been
- bothered with a man, but even a widower with eight children was
- better'n living with a sister-in-law."
-
- "Davy Keith, do hold your tongue," said Mrs. Rachel severely.
- "The way you talk is scandalous for a small boy, that's what."
-
-
-
-
- Chapter XIX
-
- An Interlude
-
-
- "To think that this is my twentieth birthday, and that I've left
- my teens behind me forever," said Anne, who was curled up on the
- hearth-rug with Rusty in her lap, to Aunt Jamesina who was reading
- in her pet chair. They were alone in the living room. Stella and
- Priscilla had gone to a committee meeting and Phil was upstairs
- adorning herself for a party.
-
- "I suppose you feel kind of, sorry" said Aunt Jamesina. "The teens are
- such a nice part of life. I'm glad I've never gone out of them myself."
-
- Anne laughed.
-
- "You never will, Aunty. You'll be eighteen when you should be a
- hundred. Yes, I'm sorry, and a little dissatisfied as well.
- Miss Stacy told me long ago that by the time I was twenty my
- character would be formed, for good or evil. I don't feel that
- it's what it should be. It's full of flaws."
-
- "So's everybody's," said Aunt Jamesina cheerfully. "Mine's cracked
- in a hundred places. Your Miss Stacy likely meant that when you are
- twenty your character would have got its permanent bent in one direction
- or 'tother, and would go on developing in that line. Don't worry over it,
- Anne. Do your duty by God and your neighbor and yourself, and have a good
- time. That's my philosophy and it's always worked pretty well. Where's
- Phil off to tonight?"
-
- "She's going to a dance, and she's got the sweetest dress for it
- -- creamy yellow silk and cobwebby lace. It just suits those
- brown tints of hers."
-
- "There's magic in the words `silk' and `lace,' isn't there?" said
- Aunt Jamesina. "The very sound of them makes me feel like
- skipping off to a dance. And YELLOW silk. It makes one think of
- a dress of sunshine. I always wanted a yellow silk dress, but
- first my mother and then my husband wouldn't hear of it. The
- very first thing I'm going to do when I get to heaven is to get a
- yellow silk dress."
-
- Amid Anne's peal of laughter Phil came downstairs, trailing clouds
- of glory, and surveyed herself in the long oval mirror on the wall.
-
- "A flattering looking glass is a promoter of amiability," she
- said. "The one in my room does certainly make me green. Do I
- look pretty nice, Anne?"
-
- "Do you really know how pretty you are, Phil?" asked Anne,
- in honest admiration.
-
- "Of course I do. What are looking glasses and men for? That wasn't
- what I meant. Are all my ends tucked in? Is my skirt straight?
- And would this rose look better lower down? I'm afraid it's too high
- -- it will make me look lop-sided. But I hate things tickling my ears."
-
- "Everything is just right, and that southwest dimple of yours is lovely."
-
- "Anne, there's one thing in particular I like about you -- you're
- so ungrudging. There isn't a particle of envy in you."
-
- "Why should she be envious?" demanded Aunt Jamesina. "She's not quite
- as goodlooking as you, maybe, but she's got a far handsomer nose."
-
- "I know it," conceded Phil.
-
- "My nose always has been a great comfort to me," confessed Anne.
-
- "And I love the way your hair grows on your forehead, Anne. And
- that one wee curl, always looking as if it were going to drop,
- but never dropping, is delicious. But as for noses, mine is a
- dreadful worry to me. I know by the time I'm forty it will be
- Byrney. What do you think I'll look like when I'm forty, Anne?"
-
- "Like an old, matronly, married woman," teased Anne.
-
- "I won't," said Phil, sitting down comfortably to wait for her escort.
- "Joseph, you calico beastie, don't you dare jump on my lap. I won't go
- to a dance all over cat hairs. No, Anne, I WON'T look matronly. But no
- doubt I'll be married."
-
- "To Alec or Alonzo?" asked Anne.
-
- "To one of them, I suppose," sighed Phil, "if I can ever decide which."
-
- "It shouldn't be hard to decide," scolded Aunt Jamesina.
-
- "I was born a see-saw Aunty, and nothing can ever prevent me from teetering."
-
- "You ought to be more levelheaded, Philippa."
-
- "It's best to be levelheaded, of course," agreed Philippa, "but you miss
- lots of fun. As for Alec and Alonzo, if you knew them you'd understand
- why it's difficult to choose between them. They're equally nice."
-
- "Then take somebody who is nicer" suggested Aunt Jamesina.
- "There's that Senior who is so devoted to you -- Will Leslie.
- He has such nice, large, mild eyes."
-
- "They're a little bit too large and too mild -- like a cow's,"
- said Phil cruelly.
-
- "What do you say about George Parker?"
-
- "There's nothing to say about him except that he always looks as
- if he had just been starched and ironed."
-
- "Marr Holworthy then. You can't find a fault with him."
-
- "No, he would do if he wasn't poor. I must marry a rich man,
- Aunt Jamesina. That -- and good looks -- is an indispensable
- qualification. I'd marry Gilbert Blythe if he were rich."
-
- "Oh, would you?" said Anne, rather viciously.
-
- "We don't like that idea a little bit, although we don't want
- Gilbert ourselves, oh, no," mocked Phil. "But don't let's talk
- of disagreeable subjects. I'll have to marry sometime, I suppose,
- but I shall put off the evil day as long as I can."
-
- "You mustn't marry anybody you don't love, Phil, when all's said
- and done," said Aunt Jamesina.
-
- "`Oh, hearts that loved in the good old way
- Have been out o' the fashion this many a day.'"
-
- trilled Phil mockingly. "There's the carriage. I fly -- Bi-bi,
- you two old-fashioned darlings."
-
- When Phil had gone Aunt Jamesina looked solemnly at Anne.
-
- "That girl is pretty and sweet and goodhearted, but do you think
- she is quite right in her mind, by spells, Anne?"
-
- "Oh, I don't think there's anything the matter with Phil's mind,"
- said Anne, hiding a smile. "It's just her way of talking."
-
- Aunt Jamesina shook her head.
-
- "Well, I hope so, Anne. I do hope so, because I love her. But _I_
- can't understand her -- she beats me. She isn't like any of the
- girls I ever knew, or any of the girls I was myself."
-
- "How many girls were you, Aunt Jimsie?"
-
- "About half a dozen, my dear."
-
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